I feel so lonely
im currently in a trio and ykw its real they never work out
the other 2 always seem to be sm closer and both team up to make fun of me n shit
and yet I still feel attached cuz they're the only ones I have left.
I can't leave but I want to so fucking badly because I just have this problem where I can't make friends for shit because once I het attached I CAN NEVER LET GO AND I HATE THAT SO FUCKING MUCH
IT MAKES THINGS LIKE THIS SOOOO DIFFICULT
AND I CANT EVEN TELL SOMETIMES IF THIS IS UNHEALTHY OR NOT CUZ MY STUPID BRAIN IS LIKE "WELL ATLEAST U HAVE SOMEONE" CUZ IVE BEEN SO LONELY AT THIS POINT ILL ACCEPT ANY FORM OF ATTEBTION AND I HATE THAT I FUCNING HATE THAT
but it's p obvious that they're not for me
they make me doubt more than feel secure and they still make fun of shit that I'm insecure about
like they still make fun of me for crying furing a biology test WHICH WAS LITERALLY 5 FUCKING MONTHS AGO
and the way ik sm about them but they don't know shit about me like,,,,
(we've been friends for 2 years btw)
idk how to cut ppl off when ure so attached but u wanna leave but now I don't even know if this shit is bad I just know it makes me feel like shit
sigh sigh
I feel like I'll never meet someone who not only treats me right but also won't leave ‼️‼️‼️
YOU ARE READING
ventbook idk man
Randomstupid or dramatique I gotta let my thoughts out somehow yk 😜😆💪 don't like don't read ty man I love u mwah I don't have a poetic ass so yea
