𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧.

Chapter Fourteen.

This chapter contains
explicit content.

All Sanguk could feel was nervous. He honestly hasn't been this nervous in a while. Joey sat in front of Sanguk with a box of condoms sat on the table. Bogum sat in the middle of the table, his gaze went towards Joey. Joey had some experience and he was the romantic one of the three so it was best for him to tell instead of Bogum who wasn't that romantic out of the three. "Safe sex is always the best sex. Diseases are running while this time around and not saying you or Mariposa have any but it still is very important to know. I had a friend who didn't care about condoms and he ended up with HIV and a baby who has HIV so I can't stress this enough, Sanguk... even you Bogum to be careful," Joey explained in Korean.

Sanguk and Bogum nodded.

Joey gave Sanguk a comforting smile. "Since it's your first time... just be patient with each other. Ask if she's okay, I know she will ask you the same. Don't rush because it will hurt her... it's very painful when it's a woman's first time. I mean if it isn't then it won't really hurt but it's different for many women so just be considerate. I don't know how it is for women since I'm not one but still be gentle. You said it's both of your first time so that is even better for you two because you love each other. Foreplay... kissing, touching and stuff is first before the real deal... some say it's better than actual sex sometimes because it's you two... It's intimate. Just be your usual, gentle and loving self," Joey said and Sanguk nodded.

Joey fed as much information as Sanguk can get through the day, it was very helpful and Sanguk was quite happy and relieved to have his cousin. "Thank you, I was... nervous but not anymore," Sanguk said and Joey ruffled Sanguk's head, Sanguk grumbled as he fixed back his hair. "You're my inexperienced big brother, you learn from me... I learn from you," Joey smiled and Sanguk smiled softly, his nerves subside for that moment but he knew they would be back soon.

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Sanguk has never had anyone in his room before, his cousins have come in of course but he has never had a girl in his room. He tried his best to make his room as comfortable as he could. He always had a clean room, and he was never the type to have a dirty room or be messy. He looked around, the floor to the top of the ceiling was spotless. Not any dust or a mothball in sight. He exhaled as he looked at his bed, he had a queen-sized bed that had baby blue sheets, he had multiple pillows also the stuffed animals that she won him at the carnival.

Sanguk looked at his mirror that sat across his bed and he ruffled his hair, he blew his breath into his hand and exhaled as he smoothed down his shirt. "Nothing to be afraid of," Sanguk told himself and he let out an exhale.

A knock came from the front door and Sanguk's heartbeat simmered to his ears and he swallowed hard as he walked through the hallway to the front door. He paused for a moment then he opened the door.

Mariposa stood in front of him, she had her back turned slightly as she looked around his neighborhood. "Posa," Sanguk smiled and Mariposa turned around, her lips curved into a smile. "H-Hi," She said and they both stared at each other for a moment, Sanguk's lip twitched and he suddenly stepped back and opened the door wider. "Come in," Sanguk said gently and Mariposa nodded, she walked in and Sanguk shut the door behind her. "Your neighborhood is very lively after nine. Mine is usually dead quiet, it's a little scary sometimes," Mariposa rambled as she looked at the entryway of Sanguk's family's apartment.

There was a shelf filled with shoes and Mariposa quickly kicked off her shoes, Sanguk leaned down and he took her shoes. "It's... noisy sometimes... I like it," Sanguk said as he placed her shoes on the shelf then he kicked his house shoes off gently. "You wear mine," Sanguk said and Mariposa looked down at his shoes. It was like the first time they met, he was willing to give his shoes to her and that made Mariposa love him more.