Feelings

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Tech is currently fixing the control panel in the cockpit. Everyone else is on a supply run. You're across the room from Tech who has his helmet on.

"I'm bored..." You say, sighing.
"I need to fix this, Y/N. This will delay our departure if I don't replace it." Tech's muffled voice says through his helmet.
"Fine..." You whine.
You take out your lightsaber and practice the seven basic forms to help your boredom.
I'm a Jedi. I shouldn't complain about things like this... You think.
You go sit in a corner and continue to think through everything that's happened.
Master wouldn't be happy if they knew I was being impatient... You think anxiously.

Time passes. You see Tech install the final wire.
"Done." He says.
He looks over to you.
"Y/N, are you alright?" Tech says, concerned.
"I'm sorry for being impatient earlier. I wasn't being a good Jedi. Even these feelings I have for you... I don't follow the Jedi path anymore..." You say.
Tech takes off his helmet.
"From my knowledge of the Jedi Order, it teaches of compassion. After Order 66, I can't imagine that many Jedi have been exactly the same." He states.
You throw your lightsaber to the ground.
"No. I don't deserve it. I... I've fallen in love with you, I haven't worked on my connection to the Force, I..." You say, hot tears streaming down your face.
Tech interrupts you. "Y/N. I don't... fully understand what you are going through, but I can't tell you what I know about you. You are beautiful, caring, considerate, and have shown me amazing courage."
You pause. "Tech... I-" You say. He's never said anything like this to you before. He's told you he loves you, but this is different. It makes you feel relieved and loved.
"You're my Jedi, Y/N." Tech says.
He walks over and picks up your lightsaber off of the floor, inspecting it.
"Careful. The bottom part became loose." He says, gently handing it back to you. You tighten it and put it back in your lightsaber holder.

You and Tech walk back to his room. You lean your head on his chest as you sit on his bed. He gently runs his fingers through your hair.
"These... feelings... I have for you. They're new for me too. I've never felt this way for anyone until I met you. It's new, and it feels... different. We'll figure this out together." Tech says.
"We will. I love you, Tech." You say.
"I love you too, my wonderful Jedi." He says, holding you close to him.

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