Contract With the Commander: Kylo x OC

Chapter 17

Quinn

I have absolutely no idea how I function the next day. My entire body is sore- neck to toes. It's a good thing my job station is a standing one; I don't think I could sit on my sore ass all day. Last night, I pulled the plug out in the shower, wincing from the sting. It was still lubed up, and I washed it twice before putting it in my desk drawer, smiling the whole time. If I never see the knights of Ren again, I'm still keeping it. Now that I've experienced that fullness, I know I'll forget the pain today and want it again.

But after sleeping on the events of last night, guilt burrows a little hole in my stomach. The commander would be livid if he found out, and I'm starting to wonder if him finding out is an inevitability. The knights of ren report to him directly. They might brag about it. That thought makes my stomach go sour. It's one thing to betray him, it's a whole other thing to brag about it. But on the other hand, I gave him the opportunity to show himself, and he didn't want to. He didn't want me like I thought he did.

The heartache is still there, but I can't deny that I desperately want to see those four knights again tonight, sore as I am. Not once did I feel like they were hiding something from me, or holding themselves back. More so, they were fun. I can see myself having fun with them.

When my shift ends, and I leave the command bridge, I shift my thoughts in a different direction. My to-do list seems impossible with the amount of time allotted to me, but I hustle through the Finalizer and stop by my quarters. First, I lube up this anal plug and ease it inside me, wincing at the burning stretch. But now that I've experienced everything, I'm confident that I can take a cock in every hole in my body. Second, I grab an object off my desk, make sure my uniform is in place, and then hustle to the dining hall.

The meal is in full swing, and both Davy and Oh-two are glancing around the room, clearly waiting for me. Davy looks concerned, but Oh-two looks downright terrified. My nerves grip me as I see her face, but I've been determined to solve this rift between us, and now I can only hope that tonight will mend it.

Grabbing a portion of food, I ease myself into a seated position on the bench, wincing from the burn.

"Everything okay?" Davy asks around a mouthful.

I shovel food into my mouth, knowing I'll need the fuel for tonight. "Yeah." My gaze shifts to Oh-two immediately. "Hey, can I talk to you for a second after dinner?"

She starts, her pale freckled cheeks blushing. "Yes."

We mostly eat in silence, but I find comfort in their presence. A year ago, if someone asked about my friends, I wouldn't have an answer for them. I didn't think I had any. But seeing Oh-two's passion and Davy's care has changed a lot inside me. I barely scarf down my food before it's time to dump our trays and head to debriefing.

The three of us walk out of the dining hall together, and something cements in my mind. I turn to Davy. "I think you should see this too."

He stiffens with surprise. "Oh. Okay. I figured it was a female thing so I didn't want to impose."

I head off down the corridor until I find an empty spot away from the noise. "This isn't going to take long, is it?" Davy shifts on his feet uncomfortably. "We have debriefing to get to."

I pull a worn wristcomm out of my pocket and hold it out for them to see. "I took this off a knight of Ren."

Oh-two frowns at both me and the device displayed in my hand.

"Huh?" Davy pulls a face.

Sucking in a breath, I tell him, "to make a long story short, I behaved like a shitty friend to Oh-two when you were in med bay a while ago. And I told her that the knights of Ren are real. Because they are. I've seen them." And fucked them. And am currently wearing their butt plug. I blush, but there's nothing I can do about it because Davy is staring at me open-mouthed. "And I needed to present proof. So here it is."