sorrow / s.sallow x reader

chapter nine - save me

This chapter will involve some pretty serious topics such as non-consented sexual themes, alcohol and violence. If you don't feel comfortable with these then I'd advise you to skip some of these parts.
I'll be adding a star before these topics take place, I don't wish to trigger anything for anyone<3

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''Y/N, you look amazing!'' Imelda gasps as she sees my outfit.

I was wearing an emerald, skin tight dress. As much as it complimented my figure, I felt as if something was missing from it.

''It is a beautiful dress but it doesn't feel perfect..'' I hang my head low.

''Wait, I have something.'' Imelda scrambles around in her draws when she reveals a black box.

She opens it to reveal a beautiful forest green necklace as well as earrings.

My eyes widen at how gorgeous they were.

''Wear them!'' She grabs them out of the box and places the necklace around my neck. I put the earrings in for myself.

I feel pretty.

''Now we are ready.'' Imelda spoke.

We leave the dorms as we make our way down to our common room,

My mouth hung agape as I admired the beautiful decorations that laid around the common room.

''Y/N!'' Poppy runs up to me. ''You look so pretty!'' She holds a cheerful grin.

''As do you Poppy, let's get a drink shall we?''

My eye spots the drinks station and we make our way towards it.

* Alcohol *

Grabbing ourselves our desired alcoholic beverages we instantly take a sip.

Burning sensations slide down my throat.

After a couple more I instantly feel like I'm on top of the world, it's almost like my mind was at rest. Forgetting everything that happened last year. I felt great.

We've been here an hour and I haven't seen Sebastian or Ominis once.

My vision was starting to blur as I made my way towards the dance floor, dancing like no one else was there.

* TW *

I felt someone drag their hands around my body, I turned around and I couldn't even make out who it was.

I wanted them to stop, but I couldn't control my body. I couldn't do anything.

They grabbed my wrist and started to lead me somewhere.

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Sebastian P O V

I lay down in bed, I don't want to go to the party if I'm being honest. Ominis keeps trying to persuade me but I don't feel myself. My past keeps haunting me and I cannot cope. Anne, Y/N and Ominis.. I've let them all down and I'm going to continue letting them down. I just wish I could have done it all differently.

Arising from my bed, I head to the bathroom.

I look at the mirror noticing how puffy my eyes really are. The dark bags that laid under them.

''Sebastian, please come to the party. It'll take your mind off things.'' Ominis shouted out.

I mean it probably would clear my mind for a bit. It actually doesn't seem like a bad idea anymore.