sorrow / s.sallow x reader

chapter three - hospital wing

I eventually wake up in the hospital wing, I'm not entirely sure what happened. When did I get here and how? Upon opening my eyes, I'm faced with a sleeping Sebastian head down on my bed.

Why is he here still? He could have left long ago.
As I'm looking around getting familiar to my surroundings again, my eyes land straight onto Sebastian. I admire his beauty, I want to hate him so badly but it's so hard to do that when he is just so handsome.

Almost instantly, Nurse Blainey comes over to me.

''How are you doing love?'' Her soft voice speaks.

''I feel pretty normal, what exactly happened?''

''That's what we're trying to find out, did you feel unwell before you left? Perhaps not enough fluids?''

Memories come flooding into my mind, I remember the loud shrieking noise that was pounding inside my head. I don't know what it was but It's better to not tell anyone until I can figure it out.

''I drank enough. It may have just been lack of food, I'm sure eating something will make me feel much better'' I lie.

''Possibly, if you feel like this again please do come to me'' She smiles.

''Of course''

As the nurse goes to walk off, she notices Sebastian. Out of nowhere, she just flicks his ear.

Sebastian jumps up.

''And when did you get here? No students allowed to visit at these times'' Her now harsh tone spoke.

''I- I just wanted to see if she was alright. I was getting extremely worried'' Sebastian then replied in a sleepy tone.

''I'll let you off this one time, so don't let me catch you doing this again.''

''Thank you.''

Nurse Blainey made her way around to the rest of the patients.

I snap my head at Sebastian.

''So, what are you doing here?''

''Don't get the wrong idea, I was merely concerned. You should thank me, I was the one who carried you here''

''Well, you didn't have to do that''

''I was going to leave you there but Ominis wouldn't let me and well.. Ominis obviously cannot carry you''

''Well, thank you. I guess.''

''I'll be off now.''

I nod my head and Sebastian leaves the hospital wing.

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Sebastian P O V

I examine Y/N's features as she rests peacefully in the hospital bed, she really is the most beautiful girl I've ever laid my eyes upon. I just wish things could be like how it used to. I feel guilty for how manipulative I was with her, I didn't mean it. I was desperate for a cure for Anne that it blinded everything and everyone around me.

However, I'm still holding a grudge over something that happened in the summer.

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Flashback to summer

I had just visited Feldcroft for the first time since.. well since Solomon died, or rather since I killed him.

My emotions were on a high, I just miss Anne. I understand why she had to go, I just wish it could have been different.