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Hyunjin fiddled on his phone, outside the the school grounds, annoyed. First day of school ruined. Hyunjin was currently sitting down on the bus stop benches. Waiting for the school bus to come. Hyunjin pondered whether he should go somewhere else, rather than home.

Hyunjin still felt uneasy after the fight he had. Saving that pathetic life. Hyunjin felt sick ever since then. Hyunjin was unsure what to do. 

Shoving his hands in his face, with frustrated screams, he wanted this to end. He wanted the school bell to ring so he could go home and beat up his pillow.

A couple of more minutes pasted and the school bell rang. Students rushing out with pleased moans. 

The bus had also came on the right time.

Hyunjin rocked back the fourth. He was afraid... no. He didn't want to be seen in such vulnerable position. So, he stood up and marched his way into a corner. He wanted them all to be gone so he would serenely walk home without problem.

Hyunjin watched students run home, go to cafés with their friends or take the bus. Hyunjin was just waiting for one student. Han Jisung. He was the one who knew, he needed to go. Not want, needed.

Hyunjin impatiently waited, one of his legs on a privet making it shake uncontrollably.
Finally, after so long the cheerful, jolly Han Jisung smiling. Jumping as he walked with his friend. Hyunjin didn't know where the freckled boy was, but he couldn't care less right now. All his attention and focus was on that squirrel looking boy.

They made eye-contact. The other boy grin went down, and he stopped in his tracks as they stared at one another. Hyunjin didn't know why the other boy had to be so dramatic? Hyunjin told him to piss off with a scowl.

A/N: we all know Hyunjin is the drama llama, trust me on this, trust me.

And so, the boy did, chasing up with his friends. His happy self not returning. Hyunjin really affected this boy, didn't he?

Most students had left the school grounds. Now, Hyunjin may walk home. His phone nearly dead for fiddling on it so immensely when he got into trouble on period three and four.
Luckily, his hope hadn't died on him, his phone had enough charge for the walk home. Hyunjin also had unlimited data, he had no issues.

"I told you I did!" A thwarted voice shouted.

"Fuck." Hyunjin rolled his eyes. Leaning back on the fence idly.

It was the Australian Lee Felix. Who was pacing up and down the same pathway. Speaking in a foreign language.

"Yes, yes, I did! If you-"The freckled boy stopped dead in his tracks. "Wait, are you serious?" He clutched the phone with two hands.

As interesting the conversation was, Hyunjin felt a thump in his school pocket, Hyunjin shoved a free hand into it, feeling a pulse, the boy's energy. The fox bead was pulsing again.

Suddenly, Hyunjin felt hungry again. The urge for more human gi. That wasn't right, he shouldn't be hungry. He just fed. He did it with the moon. No, this wasn't right. This couldn't be right.

Hyunjin felt weak and hungry.

"Okay, okay. Don't do anything rash, okay? Please." And the boy hung up. "Why did something like this have to happen?" He mumbled under his breath softly, like he was about to cry.

Hyunjin growled. Hugging his stomach aggressively. Almost falling.

"Are you okay?"

Hyunjin had felt the body begging, his body was begging to devour the freckled boy. Hyunjin tried to fight it. He would not take an innocent soul. He would NOT.

Hyunjin's blurry vision could clearly see the other boy with a distressed face. The other boy had placed a soft hand on Hyunjin's shoulder, rubbing it. It was the lease Felix could do for the other.
Hyunjin felt Felix's sunny and warm energy. It was so good.

Hyunjin needed it. It was so painful.

Hyunjin began to cry.

Felix panicked. Felix thought Hyunjin's was scared because it was his first day and he got into trouble already?

"Hey! Hey! Don't cry!" Felix immediately pulled Hyunjin into an embrace. Letting Hyunjin sob into his shoulder.

Hyunjin himself wasn't a fan of skin-ship because of his past, but he needed it. Felix's body was so soft and warm. He didn't care. He wanted comfort that others had.

Hyunjin's body calmed a bit form the touch of Felix, but it was still there. Hyunjin's animal side was showing, but Hyunjin kept himself human. His hands clutching Felix's slim waist tighter.
Felix didn't say anything but rubbed his back, like he knew the pain Hyunjin was in, and lean his head into his shoulder.

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After Hyunjin's pain had passed, he and Felix sat down together, not saying anything but Hyunjin let out sniffles here and there. Felix's hand was still in Hyunjin's. Hyunjin's hand was touching Felix's cheeks. This was Felix's love language Hyunjin assumed.

Hyunjin softly removed his hand from Felix's. He shot right back up, taking a deep breath and becoming the serious Hyunjin he was.

"Thank you." Hyunjin whispered. "Don't tell anybody about this, or I'll..."

I'll Kill you.

"Just don't please."

Felix stood up. "I won't. I promise." Hyunjin gave a genuine smile and Felix gave his bright smile. And off their went their directions.

Hyunjin had processed what had happened. And realized that Felix was in debt to somebody dangerous. Hyunjin had the same energy with Han Jisung. He hated the idea of innocents not feeling safe.

Yes, Felix was rich. But maybe this is serious. Hyunjin could get Felix out of debt... and... so many thoughts in Hyunjin's dark mind. But the main thing that was one his mind was the eight rule that his father had said. You Will Never Ever Cry Again.

Gumiho's do not cry. Never.


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Thunder, it was thundering. Hyunjin was only four and began to feel frighten. He hated the thunder. It scared him, like all the bad spirits were coming to attack and take them down in the afterlife.

Hyunjin was under his sheets and clutched his bed. Hyunjin squirmed and shrieked loudly as another burst of thunder echoed. Hyunjin had feared thunder ever since he had his first experience with the thunder, he hated it, hiding under his bed, clutching close to his father.

Hyunjin heard the sound of ocean, Hyunjin bravely looked back to his large window to see water. His eyes met water, almost covering his whole window. Hyunjin was underwater. He screamed loudly, kicking his small legs and shaking his head.

His door banged open. "Hyunjin. Come with me now." He grabbed Hyunjin's arm roughly out of the bed and dragged him upstairs to the 3rd floor. Putting Hyunjin on his king bed.

They didn't say anything for a minute until Hyunjin broke down into crying. "Appa, I'm scared..." Hyunjin gripped the pillows as tight as he could. He was waiting for comfort.

Instead, he got a slap across the cheek. Silencing Hyunjin.

They made eye contact.

"You will never ever cry again."


A/N: Did you get the resemblance? If not, let me explain. Remember when Felix said if a STAY cried, he would grab their hand next to his cheek and lean onto it without saying anything. I honestly think it is such a sweet love language. The live link will be down here!! Thank you!

https://www.tiktok.com/@elastxskz/video/7054207881134247214

GLOSSORY:

Appa: Dad, daddy.

STAY: Stray kid's fandom name.

Drama Illama: Hyunjin's nickname that STAY's have given him.


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