The One

Chapter 24

YOONGI: Lilly I need to talk to you

LILLY: I think you said enough that day.

YOONGI: You can't keep ignoring me forever.

LILLY: You told me to never speak to you again.

YOONGI: Lilly...

LILLY: Isn't that what a breakup is? Ignoring each other forever?

YOONGI: Lilly I didn't mean it, I was worked up.

LILLY: Does it matter why? What matters is you did. You cared so little for me that even a small inconvenience caused you to hate me.

YOONGI: I don't hate you.

LILLY: No? And the way you looked at me that day was out of love?

YOONGI: I was angry! Please, Lilly.

LILLY: Our relationship, if you could call it that, was toxic. What makes you think I'll take you back when I didn't take Jimin back?

YOONGI: That's different.

LILLY: Really?

YOONGI: Yes, it was definitely different!

LILLY: Let's see. You both broke my heart, you both lost control of your emotions and made bad decisions, you both came begging as if it was that simple, you both don't understand my point of view until it's too late.

YOONGI: Can't you hear me out? You listened to Jimin, you heard what he had to say.

LILLY: I know exactly what you're insinuating right now and it's not helping your case.

YOONGI: Please, Lilly, hear me out.

LILLY: I don't think we should...

YOONGI: I won't take too much of your time. You can send me away whenever and I won't fight it.

LILLY: We should just move on, Yoongi. This is what you wanted, for it to end.

YOONGI: I will not give up on you that easily!

LILLY: You broke up with me, remember?

YOONGI: I know, and I have never regretted anything more in my life. Please, let me speak to you.

LILLY: Fine. Come now before I change my mind.

. . . . . 

Lilly:

I push my phone from me, ignoring the little buzz it makes moments later.

There goes my resolve. As soon as I turned on the phone, I couldn't help it. I'm not surprised, he was the only thing on my mind for the past few days. But is it fair to take Yoongi back and not Jimin?

You want to take Yoongi back because you never loved Jimin.

I grimace as this thought stings. Am I really that type of person? Leading someone on with minimal emotions? Did I really not love Jimin?

I nod to myself. It's true, I definitely liked Jimin and he fascinated me with his life and his personality. Not to mention the fact that I had never met someone so attractive before. But my feelings for Yoongi can't be explained with words. The ache for him, the willingness to throw my life away for him. Why have I become this type of person once again?