Keith angst go burrrr
TW: sh,heavy angst,,panic attack
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No one's POV
Team voltron were getting worried. Over the past year they had growed a bond, Keith wasn't distant anymore and he started coming to the group hangouts, that's why they were worried.. Keith was saying to become .ore distant then ever, he skipped meals, he trained all day he never stopped..
"Keith?" Shrio asked breaking Keith out of his daze, hazel met dull violet
"You ok?" Shrio asked, maybe just maybe if he was gentle and patient Keith will tell him what's wrong
"I'm fine." Keith answered avoiding shrios gaze, shrio didn't like this, he knew something was wrong, the whole team knew it, they wanted to help Keith.
"Keith please tell us what's wrong, please tell me what's wrong" shrio pleaded, that was it.
Keith started crying? Laughing?
The whole room turned to look at Keith, he had tears in his eyes but he was laughing..
"Keith..?" Shrio asked carefully going to place a hand on his brothers shoulder
"Just fucking leave me alone!" Keith yelled pushing shrios hand away
"Keith please tell us what's wrong!" Shrio pleaded
"YOU! ALL OF YOU! You all did this to me!" Keith yelled, he rolled up his sleeve harshly pointing to the scars that littered his pale arms
Everyone gasped, shrio and lances heart ached at the scene
"Keith w-why?.." shrio asked, his own tears flowing down his face
"IM DONE SHRIO! iM DONE WITH THIS!"
"WHAT ARE YOU DONE WITH!?"
"Lance-"
"THIS IM DONE WITH LIFE!" Keith broke down, he pointed around the room, he sunk down to the floor pulling at his hair
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry." Keith started muttering, he continued to pull harshly at his hair before shrio pulled his hands away
"H-hey it's just me" shrio tried to get Keith to listen to him but it didn't work, shrio gently placed his hand on Keith chest trying to ground him
"I'm here, it's ok.. y-your ok" shrio reassured, but they knew he was trying to erasure him self
Lance noticed the way Keith gripped his leg tightly, he knew it hurt.
Lance grabbed Keith's hand holding it in his own rubbing his knuckles gently.
Keith gave up struggling against shrio, he jumped into shrios comforting amrs and sobbed
"I-im sorry" Keith hiccupped, shrio gently rubbed circles on his back
"Y-you have nothing to apologize for" shrio hushed him, everyone was crying, pidge was hugging hunk as they cried, Allura had her hand over her mouth in shock as tears trickled down her face. Coran held onto Alluras free arm.
Matt was standing next to pidge, he covered his face as he cried, his ebay friend.. his first friend at the garrison cut himself..
"I'm gonna carry you to your room now ok?" Shrio told Keith, he didn't want to startle him
Keith nodded, shrio gently picked Keith up and brang him to his room, lance and matt following.
Shrio had pulled out two chairs for lance and matt as he sat on the bed next to his brother.
Pidge and hunk had walked into the room quietly, pidge sat next to her brother as hunk sat next to lance
"I-is there any way we can help him..?" Pidge asked, matt put his hand on his sisters shoulder
"We just have to be there for him. Let him know that we're here for him" shrio answered, he ran his hand through Keith's hair repeating the motion over and over again.
"We'll help you, I promise"
Promises never last long do they...?
