CHAPTER 20

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~Damian's P.O.V.~

I sit at the lunch table with my boys, watching Ella talk to my sister. Fuck I don't know why she can't just let me explain myself. If she only knew what really happened or why it happened. I feel this pang of pain in my chest, why in the am I feeling this way? What is this? Is this normal when your falling in love? I sigh. I have to tell her. I have to tell her everything. I shake my head feeling frustrated and angry.

"Hey bitch boy!" Dorian says as he slaps the hell out of my back

"Yo what the fuck!" I shove him back, glaring at him

Dorian laughs "aww, did I wake you from you daydream? You dreaming about that hoe ass bitch Ella? Fuck her man, she ain't nothin!"

"Shut the fuck up and don't talk about her like that!" I snap

"Oooooooh" the rest of the boys laughing and chuckling

"What's dad gonna think when he finds out your in love with her?"

"I'm not in love with her!" I lied as I feel myself getting heated

"Don't lie,you wanna marry the bitch,make her pop your pups" Dorian laughs

I just shake my head and look around to see if Ella saw, only to see her walk to Elena's car and getting in. I sigh yet again. Fuck I really fucked up. I pick up my phone to call her when a text message comes through from my mom

"Baby see if you can bring Ella over, maybe I can talk to her, after all I was in her place once"

"Sure ma, I'll see" I respond, I hate when my mom brings up the past it makes me hate my dad even more.

I get up and walk over to the exit of the cafeteria as Ella and Elena pull out of the stall and out of the parking lot. Fuck this shit I'm outta here. I pull my phone again to text Elena

"Take her to the house, mom wntz to talk to her, plz?" I hit send

A few seconds later I get a response

"Hell nah, you've done enough damage to her"
What the fuck is this idiot texting and driving ?

"Dumbass no textin n drivin, I meant for yu to check tha text when yu get to wherever tha hell it is yur goin, call me asap"

"K"

This dumbass still driving and texting with my baby momma in the car!

I get up and head to my car, hop in and drive off campus. I need to clear my head. I need to think straight. I gotta make this right. But how? She won't even let me near her .

~Ella's P.O.V.~

Elena helps me into the house, we chill in the living room, talking for hours and hours about everything, I cried, she cried and it felt good to just let everything out.

"2 months Ella" she smiles gently, I can see her eyes are still red from crying as are mine.

I nod. Elena leans over and puts her hand on my stomach that is just starting to show a bit

"It's hard to believe" she shakes her head "Ella I'm so sorry, for what he has done to you, I know how hard you've worked to get good grades, to become something when we graduate, to be able to take care of your mom financially, so she isn't struggling anymore, I promise you I will be here for you no matter what, if you keep this child, you will have all the support you need, and my parents have always loved you and your mom, they can baby sit if you need us too. We can do this Ella, without Damian, trust me.

"Thank you Elena, that means a lot honestly, I will admit I was thinking about adoption, but I'm still unsure, you really think I can do this?" I look up at her

"Of course Ella if anyone can do this its you, you and your mother are one of the strongest people I know, having survived an abusive past with your dad and being homeless multiple times, you guys always came out smiling in the end, always, that's why I admired you so much because not matter what happened you always found a way to be happy, to be strong when your mother wasn't. Ella you can do it. Plus fortunately she is biologically my niece, soooo if you give her up, I'll be adopting her" she grins.

That was true I never thought of it that way. Wow.

"Elena will you come with me to my Dr's appointment? I wanted to schedule one in two weeks, I looked up that was the earliest appointment so I just want to see if she's healthy" I smile

"Of course" she grabs hold of my hand "of course" she repeats

Suddenly her phone buzzes. I glance down to see who it is

Damian

Elena rolls her eyes "I'm sorry Ella, he's bugging about our real mom, she wants you to
come over for dinner but I told him no, not after everything he's put you through"

"Why does she want me over for dinner? Does she know what he did?

"Most likely" she nods. "Elijah, the twins Damian and Dorian, Micah, me and little Luke are all products of rape, Marcus has the same thing Damian has, that lust for control, power, to be turned on by the cries of a woman, I don't know something about causing pain during sex makes them loose control. It's fucking weird" she shakes her head. "Elizabeth, my biological mom suffered a very abusive past with Marcus, constantly being raped and beat because he wanted to feel in control but when it came to others hurting her, looking at her, speaking to her in ill manner he would beat them, sometimes even kill them. When she almost lost Luke a few years ago that's when Marcus stopped, he started learning how to control it, but he slips back into his old ways with Damian... But now you know why I never told you about Marcus and Elizabeth, I was always ashamed of what people would think of me if they knew about my parents and how our brothers and sisters came about"

"Wow Elena... I had no idea... I mean I'm speechless" I say and it's true, I can see why she wouldn't want anything to do with Marcus or Damian.

" and I had no idea you had that many brothers"

"You've met Elijah, Damian and Donovan, you've seen Micah before but I don't think you've met him yet, he's the quiet one, keeps
to himself, and little lukey, he's about 4 now, he's a momma's boy, never will he leave Elizabeth's side, he even fights Marcus sometimes" She smiles.

Her phone buzzes once more, it's him again

Elena picks her phone up and calls him.

"Damian I swear text me one more time and I will smash your jaw in! What do you want?!"

I can hear him yelling inaudibly on the other end

"What?! No I am not bringing her over there Damian! Fuck what do you get?! Why so Marcus can ridicule her? So Elizabeth can convince her to go back to your sorry ass? Fuck no! Stop calling me!" And with that she hung up on him

"I'm sorry, Ella are you hungry? We can go for a drive?"

"I actually just really want ice cream, chocolate, cookie butter and Oreos" my mouth waters at the thought. Mmm , I can just imagine the taste.

"Whoa look who's being a fat kid" she teases.

"Oh shut up" I laugh a little.

"Okay okay let's go"

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