love at first sight?

feelings

*Ivy*

The next morning I woke up in Charles bed. His arm was wrapped around me. I was feeling way better than yesterday and was looking forward to spent another day with Charles. It would be our last day together for some time because tomorrow I would fly back to London and he would fly to Maranello to do some meetings and to create some social media content with Carlos.
When I thought about it it made me sad so I tried to avoid thinking about it. "Morning", Charles grumbled next to me and smiled as he looked into my eyes. "Good Morning", I smiled back but had to hide the sad tone in my voice. "Are you feeling better?", Charles asked and rubbed over my cheek with his thumb. "Way better, thanks for taking care of me. Again I'm so so-", I was stopped by Charles. He put his finger on my mouth. "Stop apologising for things that I consider as normal to do when you love someone", he said and I had to laugh. I was happy about what he told me yesterday. Even though I couldn't say it back yet. "Ready for our last day?", he asked and my smile immediately faded. He noticed. I nodded as response. "What is it mon cœur?", he asked pulling me closer. "I don't want to leave you. I'm scared that it won't be the same anymore", I told him in a sad voice. "Ivy", he lifted up my chin, "You don't have to be scared. We'll work it out" I felt a little relieved. "I'll miss you", I said and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I'll miss you too", he whispered and placed a kiss on my head. We stayed in his bed and cuddled for a little longer before we had breakfast and got ready.

All of my things were at Charles apartment now. He got them yesterday evening when I was not feeling well. I was glad because I really didn't want to stay in this room anymore. It always reminded me of Liam. To be honest I wasn't very sad that we broke up anymore. I was scared of him and he disgusted me.

Still I wasn't ready for a new relationship yet. I could beat myself because Charles is the best guy I've ever met and has such a kind soul. I know he would never hurt me and I can trust him. Still I'm scared he'll hurt me. Not physically. Mentally. I liked him. Too much probably. My heart would break into a thousand pieces.

We spent the day in Monte Carlo. Charles showed me some nice spots and we had lunch together. In the evening we met with some of the drivers for dinner. Charles and I were the last ones to arrive. There were only two seats left. One between Pierre and Carlos and one between Lando and Lewis. Carlos and Lando had their girlfriends with them. I sat next to Lando and he introduced me to Luisa. She was a beautiful woman and very kind. Charles put on a sad face because he couldn't sit next to me. "Come on mate, you've spent the whole week with her", Pierre said. I had to laugh. "Yeah, I know. But she'll leave tomorrow", Charles said in defense. We all had to laugh as he pulled a sad dog face. "So", Lando started and put on a grin, "how are you two?" I knew he wanted to know what was between us. I exchanged a look with Charles. I didn't know what to answer. Everybody's eyes were on me and Charles. "It's been some interesting couple of days", Charles said and let out a sigh. "Why interesting?", Carlos asked and wiggled with his eyebrows. "My ex boyfriend basically kidnapped me", I said. All eyes were on me now. They were all shocked. "What?", Lando broke the silence not believing what I just said. "He pulled me out of the bed at night and wanted to take me with him. Charles saved me before he could take me anywhere", I explained further and smiled at Charles who observed me with a worried look. "He's such a psycho", Charles said angrily, "He cheated on her and now blames her for spending time with me" I knew this topic was making him angry. "They fought like they were in a movie", I smiled to bring up a good mood again. "Who won?", Pierre asked grinning. "Mate", Charles said, "Me, obviously" I didn't mention that he had help with fighting Liam and just enjoyed a happy Charles.

After we told them about our week and we had eaten, we decided to go to a bar. Pierre and Yuki drove with Charles and me because they've already drunken some alcohol. The two couples went on their own. "Now spill the tea", Pierre said as soon as we sat in Charles Ferrari. "What tea?", Charles asked playing dumb. "Are you guys a thing now?", Pierre asked a little annoyed. "Kind of", I answered and felt Charles gaze on me. He was grinning when our eyes met. "But we're taking it slow", I said further. "Ahh you guys, that is sooo great", Yuki said excitedly obviously influenced by the alcohol. I laughed. "What does 'taking it slow' means", Pierre asked further. "We're seeing each other but it's not official and we still need to figure some things out", I explained and looked at Charles. He still had a huge grin on his face. "What?", I asked him. "I like that", he said and laid his hand on my leg. I smiled at him. "Why are you taking it slow? It's almost annoying how much you're in love", Pierre said. I looked to Charles who was struggling as much as I was to find a good answer on that. "It's been one week since Ivy and her ex boyfriend broke up, she just needs some time", Charles explained. I nodded in agreement. "Sounds plausible", Yuki said. Pierre didn't seem to agree but didn't ask any further questions. We arrived at the bar and looked for a space. Shortly after we ordered our first drinks. Charles didn't drink because he still had to drive. "If you let me drive your car you can drink", I said to him. "Nope, I won't let you drive my Pista", he said and shook his hand while laughing, "but good try" I played mad and ordered a round of shots.