My ray of sunshine (on hold)

Blair

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"It's hard to trust , when all you have from the past is evidence why you shouldn't."
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Paul.

His name tasted like the most bitter thing I've ever tasted.

The fact he did this to me.

I can't imagine what I would do if Lucas and Ace weren't there.

Ace.

He cared for me.

He really did.

Shit.

I should say sorry.

I feel disgusting.

I didn't go to school.

I couldn't .

Dad doesn't know why.

"Thea, can I come in? " My dad's voice was heard from the other side of the door.

No.

Don't.

I don't want to talk about it.

I really don't.

Don't come in.

"Yes." I said, despite my thoughts.

Dad looked worried, "are you okay?, you never miss school without a good reason."

I had a good reason.

"I just don't want to talk about it." I said, honestly.

Dad looked surprised, I tell him everything.

But this?

I have no problem talking to my dad about this.

But the school's coach?

I can't.

I know Paul will get kicked out.

He deserves that.

But...maybe I'm making it a big deal?

Maybe it's normal, and I've overreacted.

"I respect that, do you want me to call Lucas?" He asked, and I nodded in response.

my dad was always that kind of a person.

He respects me.

As long as I respect him.

Dad left my room, and Lucas came in.

"Thea,are you okay?"

I shook my head.

No.

I am not.

Lucas hugged me.

And I didn't need anything else.

He was my brother.

He was my family.

He was my goddamm hero.

"Lucas?" I asked, looking at him.

He didn't stop hugging me, "Yes?"

I decided to ask him, and to hope he'll be honest,"Do you think I've overreacted?"

Lucas seemed shocked by my question, and said, without hesitation, "No."

So it didn't happen to everyone?