My ray of sunshine (on hold)

Blair

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"You're my
favorite feeling."
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I remember thinking how can love and hate collide like that?

And then I knew.

I don't hate him.

Not truly.

I'm hurt by his actions.

But I don't hate him.

How can I?

When he's been my everything ever since I can remember.

He walked towards me.
"Blair, I'm so fucking sorry."

I took a step back, "you don't have anything to be sorry about, we aren't a thing."

The words hurt him, I could see that, But I was hurt as-well when he kissed Amber.

He put an hand trough his hair, "You don't get it, I didn't kiss Amber."

Yeah sure, and I'm blonde.

How dumb does he think I am?

"Don't bullshit me Ace, I saw you guys!" I yelled.

He was about to say something, but I cut him off, "we are not a thing, we never were, and we'll probably won't be, I'm not mad you kissed Amber, I just got the wrong message from you, it's okay."

He shook his head, "no, no, no, no, you didn't get the wrong message, I didn't kiss Amber!"

I laughed, "I saw you two, it's okay, you can kiss who you want, and I can kiss who I want, we're not together."

I could swear his eyes darkened, "no."

Uh.

Wait, let me rephrase that.

Huh?!

Excuse me?!

I rolled my eyes, "So you can kiss girls but I can't kiss guys?"

He dropped his head, "I didn't kiss her! She kissed me!"

"Potato patto."

"No! because I didn't kiss her back!"

What?

"She kissed me, out of fucking nowhere, I didn't kiss her back!" He continued.

"Your hands were on her chest." I reminded him.

He pinched the bridge of his nose, "Yeah! Pushing her away."

"I-" I started.

He cut me off, "I've never talked to her, why would I kiss her!"

"She's beautiful, she's kind, she's funny and she's smart." I replied.

"not more than you!" He yelled suddenly.