My ray of sunshine (on hold)

Ace

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"Uh oh, I'm falling in love."
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I don't want this moment to end.

That was the only thought that shined bright in the back of my mind when I kissed her.

She's my whole world.

Knowing that she's my whole world, that I can't live without her,
Knowing that scared me.

A lot.

Knowing that I can lose her every single day, that scared me.

I know I should be scared from her dad, Lucas did approve of us, but her father didn't.

But honestly, it didn't frighten me as much as it should.

Coach always looked at me as a son.

And I always looked at him like a father.

When things were hard with my dad, I knew I have where to go.

My dad never hit me.

Never.

But his words cut deep.

Coach helped me through it all, and I appreciate it for that.

Me and Blair were in the car, she fell asleep 12 minutes ago.

It would've been quite, if we didn't take Ian as-well.

Ian sat on the back seat.

It took me a few minutes to realise he came out to his parents.

"You okay back there?" I asked him.

He laughed, "yup, mom took it much better than I thought she would."

Oh thank god.

That's when I realised,
I ruined his party.

Shit.

I should apologise, right?

Yeah, that's a good idea.

I'm amazing.

There was a red light, so I stopped the car, "Listen dude, I'm sorry for ruing your party, I should've waited, I just had to say it."

Ian shook his head, "It's okay man, didn't expect you to wait, I am mad at Amber though, we've been friends for years, and she just pulls this crazy shit."

Yeah, Blair didn't talk about it yet, but I know Amber hurt her.

I just know she did.

Blair's words echo in my mind.

'She's beautiful, she's kind, she's funny and she's smart.'

She really thought I wanted Amber.

"Why would Blair think I want Amber?" I asked Ian.