The things I wish never happened

Chapter 16

*Jimin pov*

I sat in my car outside of my house for awhile. Kookie's Mercedes along with another car I had never seen before sat in my driveway. I could only assume that car was Yoongi's. After what happened... I decided to get dressed and just go home. Maybe show Ronnie how much I loved her and desired her.

I rested my head against the steering wheel. I was a piece of shit. It was nearing 3 am. Yoongi must have told her. I almost wished he did, because the idea of having to lie and say I didn't feel good so I told Tae I'd go home sounded worse.

I didn't want to lie anymore. I also didn't want to be rejected. I sighed and opened my car door. The annoying noise it made to let me know a door was ajar annoyed me. I hopped out and ran up to the house opening the door.

The scene I walked into made my heart race. Jungkook was sleeping on the floor and Ronnie was sleeping on the couch on top of Yoongi. Yoongi eyes opened and a smirked played on his face. A board game and take out wrappers were scattered across the table.

I felt rage fill me but I couldn't do anything. I slammed my front door shut, shaking the house. I stomped through the living room and up the stairs to our room where I as well slammed the door.

Fuck all three of them. How could she do this to me? She was the whore not me. I punched the wall and screamed. But my scream turned into a cry. Maybe I should just go to Tae's. I pulled my hair and let out another scream.

I guess this is a taste of my own medicine. I tried to calm myself down. I had to calm down. But the idea of her with him. Kissing him. Him taking off her clothes. It made me sick. I couldn't think straight. I stormed back downstairs to my living room.

"Get the fuck up." I said sternly.

Ronnie woke up and looked at me. She looked horrified. "Jiminah, it's not. I didn't..."

I immediately regretted waking her up. "Just get up." I said nicer. "It's time for bed."

She untangled herself from Yoongi who was pretending to sleep, Jungkook was still asleep on the floor. "I'm sorry." She whispered.

"You're fine." I said grabbing her hand gently and guiding her up the stairs.

"Why are you even home Jimin?"

I wanted to push her against a wall and scream at her. Call her names but instead I just kissed her. A tear rolling down my cheek. "I'm sorry." I looked her in the eye.

She looked confused then hugged me. "I don't know what you're sorry about." She grinned. "But whatever it is you look so cute I forgive you."