*written to euphoria by Jungkook
*Ronnie pov*I finally stopped crying and relaxed enough to talk.
"Do you want more ice cream?" Jungkook smiled grabbing my bowl.
"No thank you." I sighed.
"You feeling okay?"
I nodded. "I have cramps."
"Tylenol?" He stood up.
I wiped my eyes as the tears started falling again. This should be Jimin making me feel better, we should be going through this together. Instead I'm in Jungkooks house. "No it's okay." My voice cracked.
"Please don't cry." He hugged me again. "What about a movie?"
I nodded and he handed me a remote. I put on a random musical and laid against Jungkook's legs. "I can't believe he lied to me."
Jungkook rubbed my arm and pulled me in even closer. "He just doesn't see what he has right in front of him." He looked into my eyes our faces inches apart.
I closed my eyes and leaned in kissing him. Deeply. He kissed me back invitingly. I pushed myself on top of him not breaking our kiss, his hands roamed from my thighs to my hips. I pulled away gasping. It was wrong but why did it feel so...... so right?
His hands found mind and he carefully linked in his fingers between mine. He brought my hands up to his mouth and he kissed them. "You look absolutely beautiful like this." He grinned.
Maybe Jimin had the right idea... maybe getting lost in someone else was easier than facing the problems at hand. It felt wrong though.Jungkook didn't talk me into anything I didn't want to do. He let me do whatever. Kissing. Kissing Jungkook seemed more euphoric than I could dream.
"Eventually you'll have to face every situation that happened." Jungkook said running his fingers through my hair. "You'll have to talk to him about it."
"For now just let me stay here." I traced circles onto his chest and he kissed my forehead. "Kookie?"
"Hm." His eyes were closed.
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The things I wish never happened
FanfictionJimin and Ronnie have been dating for years but have a bad history... Jimin starts turning to his old ways... will Ronnie stay and deal with it or finally leave Tw; book contains abuse/cheating/smut 18+ (Finished unrevised)