TW! toxic relation ship?
mr. "perfect face"
mr. "here to stay"
mr. "looked me in the eye and told me you would never go away"
everything was right
mr. "ive been waiting for you all my life"
mr. "every single day until the end, i will be by your side"
EIGHT MONTHS AGO
he's so perfect. my finn. everything about him is perfect. his face, his personality, how he treats me, everything. i think hes the one. i think hes here to stay.
me and finn were layed in bed when he tured to face me and said "you know i love you right?" i looked at him confused "of course finn, and i love you too" i said smiling, he smiled back. "i promise you y/n
y/l/n, im never ever going to go away. were meant to be. ive been waiting for you all my life. i promise you im going to marry you. i'll always be by your side, until the end." he said. "awh, finn." i said smiling. i hugged him and placed my head in the crook of his neck.
but that was when i got to know mr. "change of heart"
mr. "leaves me all alone," i fall apart
it takes everything in me just to get up each day
but its wonderful to see that you're okay
hello mr. "perfectly fine"
how'd your heart after breaking mine?
mr. "always at the right place at the right time," baby
hello mr. "casually cruel"
mr. "everything revolves around you"
ive been miss "missery" since your goodbye
and you're, mr. "perfectly fine"
NOW
but all of the love he showed me was before he showed his true colours. he must've had a change of heart. me and finn would have an argument and he would just leave me alone to fall apart.
"finn i don't understand what did i do?" i said tears welling in my eyes "jesus fucking christ y/n you're so fuckinh stupid. oh don't ducking cry you big baby you know what you did." he said with a look of hatred on his face. i was crying. i don't understand what i did. "finn please, don't say that it hurts my feelings. please just tell me what i did. wrong i don't understand." i choked out. "stop acting so dumb! you know what you did. i dont fucking care about your feelings right now!" he screamed. i just looked at him with hurt on my face. he stared at me and for a second i thought his face softened. i thought he was going to apologise and say he didn't mean it and give me a hug and we'd be okay, but no. "fuck this i'm leaving" he said grabbing his car keys. "leaving? f-finn what do you mean? where are you going" i said grabbing onto him. he shook me off "i'm going for a drive. i need to clear my head." he said "oh, o-okay. i do love you, incase you thought i don't" i said thinking maybe it would change his mind. "yeah whatever" he said before walking out the front door. instead of just crying i decided to go upstairs to our room and try get some sleep. figuring if i go to sleep finn will come back and everything will be okay tomorrow. i layed down and sleep soon found me.
i was woken up from the sound of a big thud coming from downstairs. i looked over at my clock, it read 3:48 AM. i then looked next to me in bed, finn still isn't home. maybe it's him. i walked downstairs to find a drunk looking finn "finn?" i asked softly before turning on the kitchen light. he stumbled around a bit before turning to face me. i felt my tears brim my eyes yet again, the collar of his shirt was undone basically all the way down, his hair was a mess, he was sweating. and he had hickeys, all over his neck and chest. i gasped "what" he mumbled staring at me. "finn, are you drunk" i asked "oh my god! you're so smart! you can tell i'm fucking drunk. of course i am, i needed something to calm me down after you pissed me off so much!" he said and started clapping. i felt the tears fall "finn, did you cheat?" i asked my voice hardly over a whisper. i stared at me before pushing past me to get up the stairs. that was the first night of many that he would come home either late or drunk. he wouldn't speak to me when we would get home, it was obvious he was cheating each time.
it got to a point where i just couldn't take it anymore. we had had another fight and i asked if he was cheating and he didn't try to hide it. he said yes and told me he didn't love me anymore and that he hadn't for months, that was the end of us. we haven't spoken since. he made me leave the house knowing i had nowhere else to go while he had that girls house to go to. so now i'm back in my home town living with my parents. it takes everything in me to get up in the morning. i see his posts on instagram sometimes, and hers. her name is elsie. there's no denying it she's beautiful. and finn, he looks perfectly fine. you would of never guessed he'd broken someone's heart just months prior. i wonder how his heart is after breaking mine. everything always revolved around him, it was always finn finn finn. well not anymore. no more 'mr casually cruel' no more 'mr always at the right place at the right time' no more. i've had finns fans commenting on all my posts and dming me asking me what happened and why i deleted all my posts about finn and why he did the same about me, why he's with her now. i haven't replied to any of it. but today i decided enough was enough. i posted some pictures of me since the breakup, ones where i'm not upset. and captioned it: it's such a shame cause i was miss "here to stay" now i'm miss "gonna be alright someday". goodbye mr "perfectly fine". i hope his fans will leave me alone now.
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