Of The Solstice

A Way Out

~This chapter contains very mature content~

It had been a few weeks since I finally gave into Evan. It was a late evening, and I reluctantly agreed to meet him in a secluded spot near the lake. I sat there waiting for him, watching the sun slowly set and the sky turn dark.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps approaching from behind, and Evan sat down beside me, wrapping his arm around me. I could smell the unmistakable scent of fire whiskey on his breath as he leaned in and planted a sloppy kiss on my cheek.

I pulled away "Are you drunk?" I asked, a twinge on annoyance in my voice.

"No Cali, I had one shot with Barty and Regulus," He smiled, and planted another kiss on my lips.

I reluctantly returned the kiss, Evan had returned to his old self, he only obeyed my wishes for a few days before throwing them out the window.

"Evan-" I pulled back, his hands started to explore my body, "Evan!" I spit out, pushing him away from me.

A smirk grew on his face, In one quick motion he pushed me back and was straddled on-top of me holding me down by my wrists with one hand. He leaned back down locking his lips onto mine, I could feel myself becoming disconnected from my surroundings, as if I was drifting away from my physical body.

I felt his hand all over my body, touching wherever he wanted to. He leaned up and let go of my hands, he fiddled with our clothes and pushed himself into me, the pain caused a gasp to escape my throat.

"Good girl." Evan panted out as he thrusted into me. I closed my eyes so that I could fully escape what was happening. It felt like hours before he finally removed himself from me and fixed my skirt. I just sat there, my knees pressed against my chest unable to even formulate words.

He leaned down and kissed my forehead, "Thank you for meeting me," he said as he walked back towards the castle.

I composed myself, stood up, and brushed off. Then, I walked to the Great Hall as if nothing had happened and sat with James, Sirius.

As we sat in the Great Hall at the end of the table, Sirius kept glancing at me, like he wanted to ask what was wrong. James and him quietly whispered to each other. I picked at my food, barely eating anything. The noise of the hall felt deafening, and I wished I could just disappear. A hand reached across the table and placed a piece of chocolate in front of me. I looked up and saw Remus's smiling face.

"Here, have some chocolate. It'll make you feel better, Bugs," he said gently.

I took the chocolate and smiled, "Thank you Moony," I said quietly.

He nodded and sat back down across from me. I unwrapped the chocolate. It was one of the muggle types with car-i-mel in it; Remus thinks I say it wrong, but they're my favorite.

I saw Remus's eyes dart behind me, and James and Sirius abruptly halted their conversation. "Can I join you?" Evan whispered, his breath tickling my ear. I flinched, looking at Remus, then shifted my gaze to Sirius who was glaring at Evan with intense anger. I could see his jaw clenched tightly, his knuckles turning white from how hard he was clenching his fists.

I looked up at Evan and said softly, "I don't think that's a good idea." I shifted my gaze back to Sirius, who was still staring daggers at Evan with clenched fists.

"Yeah, mate, I don't think it's a great idea," Remus said, looking over at Sirius. Evan rested his hands on the table, then he turned his attention towards Sirius. "I know you don't like this arrangement, and neither do we," Evan said, pausing for a moment as Sirius stood up, meeting his gaze. "But could you not look so pissed about it?" Evan smirked, his comment only adding fuel to the fire as Sirius's expression grew even more furious.