Sworn (Kenny x Reader) (Southpark)

Chapter Fourteen

Trigger-warning: Self-harm (sharp objects, blood, etc)

-Y/n's POV- 

I woke up at about 5am with Kenny still snuggled up beside me in the bed. I smiled and ruffled his hair with my fingers before he slightly opened his eyes to look up at me, "goodmorning sleepy head" I cooed at him 

Before he could respond the doctor came in to my room, followed by my mom

"So good news y/n" the doctor said, "we are going to release you this morning as soon as your mom finishes up the paperwork" he removed my IV before leaving the room

After he left my mom came over to me, "Sweetie if you want to skip school today you can" she smiled

"It's okay mom, I think I need to be with my friends" I replied

"Okay sweetheart, I'm going to go hand in this paperwork and head to work- Kenny dear, please get her to school safely" she said placing a kiss on my forehead 

"Bye mom" I said as she left 

"Are you sure you're ready to go back to school?" Kenny said with a worried expression 

"Yeah- I mean I need to go back eventually you know?" I sighed "plus I don't want to make to makeup any more work" I laughed 

With that we headed back to my house to get ready for school and to catch the bus with the rest of the boys

-Time Skip: Arriving at School-

I walked in with the boys, it felt so nice to have them by my side. Stan had even told us about his plan to ask out Wendy. He bought her a beautiful necklace with his initial that he was planning to give to her at lunch, I was happy for them. 

As we walked in I felt everyone staring at me, a lot more than usual 

Some of the girls were snickering at me and boys were pointing and laughing- "what's going on?" I whispered low enough for guys to guys to hear 

"Not sure-" Stan replied as I saw Butter's approaching us

"Uh hey f-fellas" he stammered

"Hi Butters" Kenny replied 

As we were standing there Red knocked into me with some girls, they coughed *slut* as they walked by- I was starting to turn red with embarrassment, "uh Butters- do you know what's going on- why is everyone being weird?"

"Well- uh-" he was cut off by bell "gotta go! bye fellas" he yelled running off 

"Shit I still need to run to my locker, can you guys come with- I have a weird feeling" I sighed

"I have to go find Heidi- sorry y/n" Eric said walking off

"I'll come" Stan replied, Kenny and Kyle nodding and walking with us

While approaching my locker I saw a few people crowded around it, but they ran off when they saw us, I looked closer to see what they were looking at

I felt my heart drop to my stomach, completely stopping in my tracks- no- this was not happening

My face was turning bright red, I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes

The boys were still walking towards my locker- but before they noticed I had ran off- throwing myself into the bathroom 

Running as fast as I could into the big stall, locking the door and collapsing on the floor

My phone began to vibrate- 'incoming call from Kenny <3' I silenced it as I continued to sob

I could fell the world around me collapsing. I was going to lose all of my friends. My parents were going to disown me. I was going to be known as the town whore. Kenny isn't going to want to be with me anymore- 

I pulled out my pencil box, and took out the sharpener, using my nails to unscrew the razor blade. I pulled up the sleeves of my sweatshirt before pressing the blade deep into my skin 

I winced as the blood began to drip on to the floor, it felt like the world was spinning around me

I pulled up sleeve up further and pressed the blade deeper into another part of my arm- the burning sensation only made me cry harder- I wanted to disappear 

-Kenny's POV-

"Dude she is not picking up- remember last time" I could barely breathe I felt like I was going to have a panic attack

"Kenny- you need to breathe-" Stan said putting his arms on my shoulders "we will find her I promise"

"Okay- you're right" I sighed "maybe she went into the bathroom"

"Should I call Wendy?-"

"No- fuck it I'm just going to go in myself-" I said running into the bathroom

"Y/n!" I yelled, I heard someone crying behind one of the doors, but no response, "y/n please let me help you" I heard the door unlock

As I opened it my heart dropped, I saw the blade laying beside her, she had two fresh slices on her wrist, the blood dripping on to the floor, she didn't break eye contact with the floor

I quickly locked the door and sat down beside her, pulling her into my lap. I grabbed some toilet paper and applied pressure to the two wounds- "I love you baby- it's going to be okay I promise" I said stroking her back with my other hand

She didn't respond- she just sat there- her expression broke my heart 

"We will fix this y/n- I'll fix this- they won't get away with this" I pulled out my phone and called Stan who quickly answered 

'Did you find her?!'

'Yes I've got her, we are in the bathroom- look I need you to go to the nurse's office and grab a first aid kit and meet me in here as soon as possible'

'Got it- be there soon'

I just sat there holding her in my arms, the toilet paper was soaked through with blood by the time I heard Stan run into the bathroom, he slid under the door holding the first aid kit

"Holy shit y/n" he said covering his mouth looking at the scene in front of him

"She'll be okay- let's just get these cleaned up" I said gesturing to the first aid kit

He took opened up the kit and began cleaning the cuts, I felt her wince as he began to wipe them with the alcohol pads

"I've got you" I whispered in her ear, finally feeling her begin to relax 

Stan took out gauze and medical tape and began to dress the wounds. After he finished he pulled down her sweatshirt sleeve and picked up the blade and flushed it down the toilet along with the soaked toilet paper

"Can you guys stay with me-" she mumbled, the first thing she has said since we found her

"Of course we will" Stan said grabbing her hand

"We will stay as long as you need us" I said kissing the back of her head

A/n: That's a wrap for Chapter 14! I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I decided to add in a character descriptions page for how I perceive the characters :)