Sworn (Kenny x Reader) (Southpark)

Chapter Eight

-Y/n's POV-

It's been 2 weeks since Kyle and I have started dating and we barely speak. 

Kyle is constantly calling and texting me, but I mostly ignore him. It's not his fault but I have just wanted to be alone. It's not like I could tell him what is wrong anyways 

Unless I want the entire school to see my fucking tits. 

I can feel myself beginning to go off the deep end. The only thing that has made my life a little more tolerable is booze. I'm drunk almost 24/7. Not sure if anyone really realizes this though considering I'm mostly alone when I drink. 

I got to say, I definitely owe Stan an apology for being so judgmental. I totally get it now.

I've also been contemplating killing myself for a few days now, I can't take this shit anymore.

Every day at school Bebe threatens to expose me, tells me how worthless I am, and that everyone would be happy if I died, and I'm starting to believe her

Wendy and Heidi won't even speak to me anymore. Pretty sure Bebe made up some shit to turn them against me, nothing I can do if that's the case anyways

I decided to text Nathan to see if he had any drugs I could buy, he was the school drug dealer after all

-Stan's POV-

I was really starting to worry about y/n. I think she's been drinking a lot, I can see it in the way she been acting, and I can smell it on her breath every morning at the bus stop.

She's going down a bad path. I would know.

I tried to talk to Kyle about it but he just got pissed off and told me that he can't handle her shit anymore. He must have just broken up with her because he seemed pretty upset.

I decided to text Kenny since they used to be best friends, 'Can you meet at my house ASAP'

He replied almost immediately, 'Yeah sure, on my way'

-Kenny's POV-

I ran over to Stan's house and let myself into his room, "what's up dude?"

He looked really concerned, "It's y/n- she hasn't replied to my texts all weekend. I could smell alcohol on her breath for the past week. I'm pretty sure her and Kyle just broke up based on the conversation I just had with him" he sighed "oh- and Nathan just texted me that she just bought some pills"

"Dude- what the fuck- let's go over there" I got up quickly and rushed down the stairs

When we got to her house no one was home and her front door was unlocked, not a good sign. Stan and I ran into her room to see her laying on the floor, empty bottle of alcohol to her left and an empty bottle of pills to her right.

"Y/n!" Stan yelled as he began to shake her. It was like she was in a trance. She didn't say a word,  her eyes were glossed over and she was barely breathing.

"Give her to me" I picked her up and ran to the bathroom. I stuck my fingers down her throat, I kept going until she began to throw up. I could see the pills in the toilet. Thank god. We caught her early enough that they were not able to get into her bloodstream.

I held her tightly in my arms, we were both covered in vomit, I could feel her breathing begin to regulate

Stan came in and sat beside us, his eyes were red and puffy, obviously he had been crying, "thank god she's okay" he choked out

I just nodded, we all just sat there for awhile

-Y/n's POV-

I began to open my eyes when I felt someone running their hands through my hair

"Kenny?" I looked up surprised, to his left was "Stan?" they looked like they had seen a ghost. As I began to smell the vomit and alcohol reality started to set in on what had just happened. 

I had really fucked up.

They didn't say anything to me, Kenny just continued to hold me in his arms, Stan reached his hand out and grabbed mine. They just consoled me. I was happy to see them. Happy to be alive

We stayed like that for an hour before Stan got up to leave, "I'm sorry guys but I need to be home for dinner or else my mom will kill me"

"Thank you for checking in on me Stan" I smiled, letting go of his hand as he walked out of the bathroom

Kenny was still holding me in his lap, we were both covered in vomit, I felt bad but he didn't seem to mind, "thank you for taking care of me Ken" I lightly smiled at him, "sorry you're covered in my vomit"

"I will always take care of you princess" he smiled, kissing the top of my head "I don't mind the vomit if it means I get to hold you like this"

I could feel the butterflies in my stomach going crazy, I slowly got up, "I need a shower" 

"Can I join?" he said winking at me. Honestly I was definitely considering it

"Next time," I said laughing "you can go use the shower downstairs" I said throwing him a towel

I probably took over an hour in the shower. I was mad at myself for even taking those pills. I can't believe that I just put my friends through that. I felt guilty and embarrassed. 

When I got out of the shower I checked my phone to see several missed texts from Kyle, 

'Y/n I can't do this anymore'

'Answer me or we are done'

'Ok that's it then'

'We are over'

Well. After what just happened, my week long relationship with Kyle was the least of my concerns. I just hoped we would be able to become friends again

I walked back into my room in a towel, totally forgetting that Kenny was over, "woah y/n" he said clearly checking me out

"Kenny! Cover your eyes you perv" I yelled

"Okay okay" he said placing his hands over his eyes

I quickly grabbed an oversized t-shirt and shorts and threw them on, his eyes were still covered so I decided to sneak up and jump on him, "gotcha" I said laughing, but he was not about to let that slide

He grabbed me and started tickling me all over, "stop- ah" I couldn't contain myself, "Kenny!" he finally stopped when he could tell I was almost out of breath 

"I'm sorry about what happened tonight," I whispered "you saved my life" I looked down, embarrassed about what had happened

"Y/n, please don't apologize" he said "just don't do it again- I don't want to lose my best friend"

When he said that I could feel butterflies in my stomach, he pulled me close to him and wrapped his arms around me. My heart was racing, "Ken- Kenny" I said shakily 

"Yes y/n" he said, running his fingers through my wet hair

"Could you stay the night? I really don't want to be alone" I whispered

"I'd love to" he said smiling

A/n: That's a wrap for Chapter 8! Hope you guys enjoy :)