Suicide!

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Tw: this chapter will have a suicide attempt in it!


"What did Dumbledore want?" Tate asks me,

"Nothing" i answer and lay down in my bed,

"Tate, can we talk?" Draco ask her,

"Um sure" She say, they walk out from the dorm and leave me alone, i start to cry into my pillows, my whole life is one big fat ass lie, one big fat lie, the people i thought was my family don't want me anymore, they just left me when i needed them the most, i get up from the bed and walk out from the dorm, as i walk down into the common room people stare at me, probaly because i look like shit, i walk out from the common room and up to the astronomy tower, i get up to the open window and start screaming as loud as i can, maybe if i just jump, it will all be okay if i just take that one step, all the pain will be over, i could just do it, its so easy, one single step and all my problems will be gone,

"Y/n?" I turn around and see Draco, Tate and Theo,

"I'm sorry" i say low and look at them with tears in my eyes,

"For what?" Draco asks,

"I love you Draco, i really fucking love you" i say while crying and take a step back and fall out from the tower, i hear Tates scream before it all turns black.


2 days later.


I slowly open my eyes, my head hurts like hell,

"Omg Y/n!" I look beside me and see Ron, i didn't die, how? HOW THE FUCK DIDN'T I DIE!? I start to cry, "Its okay Y/n, its all going to be okay" He say and run his hand thru my hair, "I will go get Draco" he say and leave the hospital wing, this can't be real, why ain't i dead, i can't be alive, the doors open and Draco come running over to me, he gives me a big hug,

"Never do that again" He say with tears in his eyes, Tate, Blaise, Theo and Mattheo comes running over to us, Tate hugs me,

"All of you get out!" Madam pomfery say to them,

"You can't just excpekt us to leave her!" Theo says while holding my hand,

"She need to rest, now go!" she say, they all leave me, "Miss Black, i head that your pregnant, the chances for your baby to survie is abslutly gone" she say,

"W-what?" i say,

"Your body is under too much stress" She say,

"Y-you got to be kidding me" i mumble,

"Did you try to kill yourself?" She asks, i nod slowly,

"How did i survie?" i ask,

"Profesor Dumbledore saw you falling and used the arresto momentum spell" She answers,

"C-can i go?" i ask,

"Of course not, you just tried to kill yourself!" She answers, "I have sendt a letter to your dad, he's on his way" 

"My dad? Sirius?" i ask,

"Yes"

"But he died last year" i say,

"He did not" she say,

"When did you send it?" i ask,

"Yesterday"

"How long have i been passed out?" i ask,

"Two days" She say, i nod slowly,

"I will let you rest" she say and leave me, Sirius, my real dad, is coming here, it will be the first time i see him and then like this, i wish i had died, i get up from the bed and walk over to the door, and slowly go out from the hospital wing without madam pomfrey notices, theres alot of students on the coridores, they probaly have a break from school, they all stop what they're doing and stare at me,

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