i love her, but i'm a girl [tagalog] (on going)

Chapter IX.

Chapter IX.

SPENCER POV

                Andito kami ni Ashley sa bahay nila, gumagawa ng project, kami kasi yung magkagroup sa isang subject na classmate kami, buti nalang at kami yung pumili ng kagroupo at talagang si Ash yung pinili at gusto kong makapartner.

                “Pagod nako” sabi niya sabay ikot at higa sa likod ko, kasalukuyan kasi akong nakadapa sa kama niya at nagsusulat. “Tapusin muna natin ito dali, tapos we can watch movie after then kain tayo ng dinner sa labas” I suggest to her while smiling diretsyo padin ako sa pagsusulat, kanina padin ako tinatamad gumawa pero hindi pwede, the project is due on Monday and it’s Friday kaya kaylangan na matapos na namin ito. “Friday ngayon, hindi ba pedeng magjump nalang tayo at lagpasan yung pag gawa ng project then we go straight for watching movie and eating dinner out?” sabi niya I know nakapout and puppy eyes siya ganon kasi si Ashley at hindi mo talaga kayang hindian sabayan pa ng Brown eyes niya na laging nangungusap, thank God at hindi ko nakikita yun. “Hindi pwede Ash”  and then she sigh.

                Hindi padin umalis si Ash sa pagkakahiga sa likod ko, I know talagang tinatamad siya. “Ash” sabi ko then humiga ako at umupo, that cause her head to slip down to my lap. “Yes?” nakapikit siya nagrerelax siguro. I’m starring right into her face, thank God at nakapikit siya at hindi niya makikita kung paano ko siya titigan “I need your help” sabi ko “Call 911” sagot niya nakapikit padin siya “Ash?!” sagot  ko showing na seryoso ako “Spence ikaw yung matalino satin alam mong wala akong matutulong sa project” sagot niya closed eye “hindi about dun, may date kami bukas ni Kelly” sabi ko.

                She open her eyes, I see how she frown hearing about the date, and then for a second nag iba nanaman yung expression niya, naging blanko. Ashley Davies how can you actually do that? Hindi kita mabasa, ang hirap mong basahin “I don’t have that sweet side, hindi kita maiisipan ng chessy way para maging sweet ang date niyo” sagot niya monotone. “Hindi ganon” she cuts me off “ahh, bali tutulong nalang ako mag set up? Kasi nakaisip kana ng chessy way for your date? Sige what’s the Plan” sagot niya ulit monotone, she still staring back at me but I don’t even know kung ano bang naiisip niya kasi katulad kanina, blanko padin ang facial expression niya I wish im a mind reader. “Ash” I whisper, “patapusin mo muna ako” she nod saying na go on “Ayokong makipag date sakanya” I even shook my head to show na ayoko talaga “So, bakit kayo may date bukas?” tanong niya monotone padin but her eyes is saying na natuwa siya sa narinig niya. Oo nga bakit nga ba may date kami bukas?

FLASHBACK SPENCER

                “Hey” I heard from a familiar voice Kelly, lunch break na and im heading toward the cafeteria “May gagawin kaba bukas?” sabi niya “Hmm, why?” I said while not answering back her question “Tanong ko lang kung if we can hang out?” tanong niya ulit “I think it’s not a better idea?” sagot ko sakanya “Come on Spencer I know and I feel na you don’t like me the way I like you” she said, oo nga hindi ko siya gusto the way she likes me? Pero anong magagawa ko? I try but it doesn’t work “Of course not, I like you” “as a friend? I know that” she cuts me off I just simply nod to is it true I’m staring at the floor and playing with my hand, I can’t look straight to her knowing na nakakasakit ako we continue to walk towards the cafeteria “So tomorrow? I’ll pick you up” she said “Kelly I…” again she cuts me off “Save that for tomorrow” she smile to me.