i love her, but i'm a girl [tagalog] (on going)

Chapter XIV.

Chapter XIV.

SPENCER POV

                Dapat diba wala ako dito? Dapat diba lalayo nako kay Ashley? Pero bakit kabaligtaran ata eto  ako ngayon sa kotse katabi siya at papunta kami sakanila to spend some time together? And guess what? kaming dalawa lang? isn’t it great? I must admit, namiss ko talaga siya, it’s been two weeks nung sinimulan ko siyang iwasan and most of the time busy naman siya kasama si Madison, yah that bitch. She keeps on sending me death glare na akala mo may nagawa ako sa kanyang mali, pero sa pagkakaalam ko wala naman, binabakuran niya din si Ashley like she’s kind of property.

                All the way papunta bahay ni Ashley tahimik lang kami, awkward silence yan ang meron kami. Nag iba lang nung tumunog yung tyan ko “Woa, may nagugutom ata” tiningnan niya ako with a smirk on her face.

“Hahahaha, hindi ako yun ha.”

“Yah, ill pretend na wala akong narinig” mas lumakas pa yung tawa niya ngayon, I pout at her begging na magets niya ako.

“Spence don’t do that to me.”

“please?”

“you know that face and voice should be illegal right? Arg, fine fine fine, dadaan muna tayo ng supermarket to buy stuff”

                After that mas naging ok yung atmosphere, mas naging light. Mas naging comportable na kami just like before, topics flow easily.

                I don’t have any idea kung anong gagawin namin ngayon, andito na kami sa sala nila “What do you want to do then?” I ask her.

“I hadn’t really thought about that, I got you to go over here to do.. hmm nothing? Gusto lang talaga kitang makasama” she laughs, tumawa nadin ako. Atleast hindi na ganon ka awkward atleast nagjojoke na sya but how I wish seryoso siya pero ok nadin what? dba joke is half meant true?

                Yah, yun din gusto ko makasama ka sabi ko sa isip ko instead I said “maghahanap nalang ako ng movie” umalis nadin siya para pumunta sa kusina para ayusin yung mga pagkaing binili namin after a minute nasa sala na siya dala yung drinks at pagkain namin pagkain ba tawag dun? Ok junk foods, lots of it.

                I got a DVD and wave it in front of her “Are you kidding me right?” she asks me. I laugh horror movie kasi yung hawak ko

“I wonder bakit kayo nabili ng horror DVD’s if hindi mo naman pinapanood.” Tumatawa padin ako

“Whatever Spence just don’t cuddle me if you’re afraid” she said as if ako yung takot sa horror movie, na parang ang tapang tapang niya

“ok. I promise” I smile at her playfully. I miss this.

                Couple of minutes past while the movie is playing, yung kaninang magkalayo kami ngayon magkalapit na matapang pala ha. Natatawa nalang ako pag naiisip ko. The lights are off since sabi niya matapang daw siya at mas maganda daw na manuod ng madilim, where leaning in the sofa with blanket all over us. Next time I notice is she’s burying her face into my neck. “Tanga, wag kang pumunta diyan, stupid fuck” I hear her cursing, looks like maririnig siya ng bida sa movie, and then titili siya pag may nakakagulat na lalabas. Natatawa nalang ako, hindi naman nakakatakot yung movie but still natatakot padin siya, kahit ata yung pinakalamest na horror movie is my dating padin sakanya. I hesitantly wrapped her into my arms and pull her closer, to protect her I think? Damn she smells good.