i love her, but i'm a girl [tagalog] (on going)

Chapter XII.

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SPENCER POV

                I’m still shocked as hell when Ashley pop up in our front door, I don’t know how but this girl can actually play my emotion like I’m in a roller coaster ride.

                I know since mom met Spencer she really like Ashley, the way she treated her and talk to her it is so obvious, I don’t blame her everyone like my Ashley. We have a plan to go to bowling but cancel it since dad invited her for dinner.

                So here we are now, in my room seating in my bed resting the upper part of our body in the head board and just watching Pretty Little Liars re run, I don’t actually like this show but Ashley loves it, she’s so hook on watching it, all the time her eyes is locked on the TV screen. I’m just staring at her and thinking something actually about her, I know that she knows that someone is staring at her she just send me a glance to confirm if that someone is me, smile at me and return to what she’s doing earlier. We are just like that when I hear Glen shouting about the dinner, I grab her hand intertwined our fingers and go the dining room.

                I don’t know kung anong meron kami,  kung may kami o kung ano man ito pero the feeling is perfect na kahit medyo mahirap intindihin masaya ako. Kami. I don’t even know if she likes me the way that I like her but one thing is for sure she doesn’t treat anyone just like the way she treated me, I’m like a special thing that carefully taking care of. The dinner goes well and after we play cards.

                And then I hear Dad asking Ashley to stay a night with us, upon hearing that my heart begin to beat like a drum, butterflies in my stomach goes wild it’s not our first time to do some sleep over but it is the first time that it just me and her, does it look great? We spend the whole day together and tomorrow? we can actually join dad for shopping stuff hand in hand, we can even eat our breakfast or we just sleep all morning and wake up when the lunch is ready couple of things that we can do kahit ano man yun walang kaso as long as si Ashley yung kasama ko.

                And all my daydreaming is gone when she say that she can’t coz Aiden is staying a night with her, her BOYFRIEND Glen is right. And that’s when reality knock me down its like I’m  being throw in an concrete wall over and over again until I’m bleeding to death. I look at mom, confusion is written all over her face I know her that much and I know that she will raise question to satisfy her curiosity. So I simply drag Ashley out of the room to avoid the questions that possibly thrown to her. I know she can manage to answer all her question but me? I don’t think I can manage to hear all her answers since it is about Aiden, her and their perfect relationship.

                I walk her to her car and wait until the car disappears in the road. Pag pasok ko ng bahay, si Mom nalang ang nasa living room wala na si Glen and Dad.  She’s seating in the couch drinking her coffee or tea? I don’t know nasa tasa kasi , I pass through her without acknowledging her presence I’m on my first step of the stair when I hear her calling me “Spencer, hunny” she call me to a low voice but I manage to hear her. I stop “Yes?” I answer without looking back. “Are you ok?” she asks me I can feel her concern and love over those three little word. “Yes Mom” I briefly answer her back and walk up stair.