Poems

Him

The one person who genuinely makes me feel good about myself.
is him, he makes me happy in a way I don't understand.
I love him, he's my whole universe.

When he makes me laugh until I almost pee myself I know I would have it no other way.
When I correct his incorrect grammar and spelling and he tells me to shush because he knows I'm right I smile knowing he's secretly smiling behind those text messages.

When I laughed at him for 12 minutes straight because I made fun of his ex girlfriend I know he would have it no other way.
Because he loves me, and that I can say with confidence and trust.
The little voices can nag and whine and attempt to tell me lies but it won't work not this time.

Because He's mine, and I don't care if we're separated by trials of fire or by space and time itself.
I will still find a way to see his beautiful smile, because he's my boy.
And without him I am lost
empty
and alone.

But when we're together I feel as if I've conquered the whole fucking world.
And yes it may be my own delusions, that may be true but when he says my name my heart soars and I giggle and kick my feet.
Because even if he's lying to me I want to live in the world where it's true.
The world where I love him and he loves me.
Because I've never been this fucking happy ever with a boy or a girl.

I know it's so cliche to say I feel he's the one but it's true I do.
But I wonder does he feel like this too?