Conduct Me (Lydia Tár X Reader)

9

Once i was in every ones eyes shifted towards me, even Lydias, i tried avoiding her, i saw john waving his hand, i smiled at him and walked towards the chair he had saved for me, everyone went back to their conversation

"Hello"

He said

"Hi, how are you?"

I was whispering and busy hanging my purse on my chair

"Im good, you?"

He said with a german accent

"Im good, just late, thats all"

I smiled at him

"Its hot in here, take it off"

He suggested

"Yeah you know what it is hot"

I just saw Lydia looking at me from
Far, leaning backwards against her chair, her finger on her mouth, i looked at her and slowly took off my coat, that was my first time locking eyes with Lydia after what has happened between us, i slowly dropped it off my shoulder revealing my breasts, i noticed Lydia looking away pushing her hips and back down as a sign of discomfort and pulling her blazer back down, her gaze was stern and serious almost lusty in the same time, john was to busy watching me revealing my body

"I- i uh, so, do you want-?"

I cut him off and cut my eye contact with Lydia

"Its alright, il go hang my coat myself"

I got up slowly from my seat and walked towards the coat hanger, i noticed a couple of orchestra members staring, some smiling at me, some jaws dropped some people telling me i looked beautiful and Lydia, who was just watching me intensely as if im about to escape any second now

"Im back"

I sat down slowly and fixed my chair and kept my gaze on Lydias and hers on mine aswell

"Yes- i know"

I scoffed at his nervousness, i then slowly looked down to realize his adjusting his pants, oh fuck, not today, i was disgusted by his thoughts, i really hated men who were just turned on by the slightest thing, like have you just gotten out of jail or something, its just skin god, i was now freezing cause of the air conditioner on top my head, it was not hot, john just tricked me into taking my coat off, fuck you john, after a few food dishes have been brought to the table we all enjoyed having our dinner together as family, well scratch john off, he isn't thinking family, also, Lydia for that matter.

"Hey sheryl, i love the scarf"

Lydia had complimented the women sitting next to me, i could not help but look at her scarf to see what she was complimenting exactly, Sheryl had the ghastliest taste, almost as if she raided her grandmothers closet

"Thank you Lydia"

She got all nervous, seems like Lydia has alott of people who are in love with her, who can blame them, I went back to john and whatever he was talking about, wich was his love for fish, i have realized that Sharon and Sheryl have started a conversation thanks to Lydia and Sheryl had decided to switch seats with Lydia allowing her to sit next to me, i did my best to avoid Lydia and her presence right next to mine

"What are you trying to do?"

She asked her voice low and stern

"Nothing maestro, just attending a dinner you put together for the orchestra wich im apart of"