Conduct Me (Lydia Tár X Reader)

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"Alright"

Everyone's attention quickly snapped to lydia, i made sure i was seated and ready, placing the violin under my chin and my bow where it feels right, i felt horrible, i cant just act as if nothing has just happened a few minutes ago.

"Everyone ready?"

Everyone nodded and i didn't cause my opinion would not matter anyways, so i just stayed frozen

"Y/n?"

Lydias voice echoed in my ears, i looked up at her

"Ready?"

I nodded my head to not make anyone suspicious or accuse us of anything, specially that Sharon was right there staring at me, my gaze accidentally landed on hers and she flashed me a friendly smile, i returned the gesture by smiling back at her and shifted my body in my chair

"Alright, lets begin"

Lydia raised her baton up in the air and dropped it allowing the tune to start, every one was so concentrated on pleasing Lydia, its amusing

Few hours later

we were finally done rehearsing, every one was happy on how they preformed, they all had smiled spread across their faces hinting on the slightest amount of pleasure

"GUT"
(Good)

Lydia let out happily, drawing a smile on her face, everyone started lightly tapping on their instruments, some using their bows the others using their hands

"Oh thank you"

Lydia thanked them, Sharon looked the happiest, i noticed her expressions carefully, not a hint of jealousy on her face, just pure happiness for her wife

"Were a family and you also deserve the applause, this would have never been possible with out you all"

She let her back lean against the metal piece behind her on the podium, where she had her coat draped over and put her hands in her pocket, she looked at us all and almost allowed her gaze linger on me, i quickly looked away and distracted myself with something else, she then pushed her self off the bar and walked a bit forward

"Alright then, im guessing thats it for today"

Everyone started opening their cases to place their instruments inside, i had mine all ready to go, i picked it up and walked towards my other things and left the orchestra pit

"Oh and-"

I heard Lydia saying something but i kept on walking and made it to my car, i put all my things in the back and got in the front seat turning the engine on and quickly driving off, i needed to empty my head, wich means i needed to exercise, once i arrived back home, i left all my things in the car i just got my purse with me leaving my violin case in the car since i have rehearsal tomorrow, i went up to my pent house stripping out my clothes while walking towards my closet to get dressed into my gym set, i put on a blue set and went down to the gym, no one was there, usually every one works out in the morning and at night, i quickly put all my things down and started my work out session

After exercise

I grabbed my belongings and was dripping sweat, i knew i needed to shower, so i got into the elevator and went up to my penthouse, once i arrived i Barley made it to the kitchen counter, i placed everything and went to my shower, i got out of my gym set and soaked myself with water, it was a quick shower, i made sure to rinse my body and my hair making sure i smelled great, i used a coconut vanilla body gel, for my hair i used my every day shampoo, once i was done i sat on my couch and turned on a lamp behind me to read a book, i was half way through already, but just when i was in the forth page i heard my phone vibrate near me, i picked up my phone to see who the caller was, it was an annoying guy from the orchestra, i had no mood for him, at all but i picked up the phone in case it was important

"Hello john"

I was smiling fakly through the phone to allow my tone to sound nicer

"Hello is this y/n?"

This was the dumbest question i have ever received

"No, im an 80 year old women john, also i know your name"

I made a joke, allowing sarcasm to fill my tone

"Oh, im so sorry, i have put in the wrong number"

He quickly believed me, he is so gullible its funny

"No, john, its me y/n, i was just kidding with you"

He was quiet i giggled to myself but then quickly got to the point

"So, why are you calling, is everything alright?"

I asked him, he was still quiet

"Yes, everything is alright, thanks for asking, but i wanted to say that Lydia has planned a dinner for the entire orchestra and i thought since you walked out early today, i would let you know"

He went quiet

"Alright, thanks john bu-"

An idea struck me

"Actually, thanks for letting me know, il be there john"

He smiled

"Alright, bye y/n"

I shut my phone and ran to my closet, i needed to be there and im going to look hot as fuck, i quickly picked out the perfect dress and placed it down, my hair just had to be dried and made

Few minutes later

I was finally ready, my hair was done i was ready to go, i put on my dress and was ready to go

I was all ready, i just had to put my accessories on and get into the dress, once i was in the dress i looked at myself in the mirror and decided to throw a coat on myself, i was all ready i had to call john again to ask him where and what time, but i saw a message from him sent 40 minutes ago, he dropped the location and has mentioned the time

John ludovica
"Location 📍"
"Be there at 7"

I looked at the time it said 6:38, shit, i grabbed my purse and went down the elevator, i ran towards my car with heels and got in, i turned the engine on and started driving towards the location John had sent to me

"Fuck, fuck"

I cursed under my breath, i took in a deep breath to calm myself down, its alright the worst thing that could happen is me making an entrance, thats all, i let the coat wrap my figure and it went all the way down, under my knees, i finally have arrived, the parking lot was full, but i was lucky enough to land myself a parking space, but it had to be next to Sharon's car, lets hope Lydia came with her own car, i really don't want her to converse with me on the way to the car, i quickly left the car and locked it running to the restaurant's entrance

"Hello ma'm, Tár?"

He assumed

"Yes, has everyone arrived"

I whispered to him

"Lets just say a big amount of people have"

He assured me smiling akwardly

"Ugh, why do i have to be late this time, im always early"

I panicked and took in a deep breath, i guess its time to use this entrance as an advantage

I took in a deep breath and walked in, fuck.