JUST YOU

ACT LIKE WE ARE COUSINS

Alarm's sound blasted through my room. I opened my eyes and I looked towards the ceiling. I just looked until I closed my eyes again.

Another day has doomed in my life and this is not like other days where I can sleep, eat and repeat. Today is my first day working as a makeup artist.

The alarm rang again after ten minutes. My eyes opened thinking it is past midnight and I have missed my first day of work. I hurriedly get off my bed. I grabbed my phone to check the time. It is still 6:10 am. I have to reach Hybe by 9:00 am.

I am feeling jittery and shaky. Ugh ! I should have refrained myself from drinking.

A notification popped up on my phone.

CHOI YONG DO: Best of luck for today. If you want to stay out of trouble mostly eat your lunch at the terrace on 23 rd floor. There are no bullies around that sight. Ignore Jungkook as much as possible.
If any trouble comes up, you can secretly dial me and we can meet at games room on 14 th floor which is mostly empty.

A smile curled upon my lips. My first friend ever is Choi Yong Do. I was never able to make friends in school due to bullying. I'm still not able to make friends. My social battery runs out very fast.

This message have really warmed my heart.
I was jumping on the spot as I was so happy of making a friend.

Wait, how do I reply back to a friend ?

I opened up google and searched on internet.
The searches were mostly on how to reply to a friend who has proposed you.

He hasn't proposed me. He is just concerned as a good friend.

Should I reply back with a good morning message ?
That's it ? It will be weird to say only good morning to him when he has showed his care and concerns towards me.

Y/N: I just woke up. I will be eating my lunches alone although I wish you could have joined me but we cannot take risk of being seeing by anyone.
Have a great day ;)
Let's meet for dinner!

I switched off my phone and I hauled myself towards the bathroom.

I stared at myself in the mirror and I laughed what I was seeing in the mirror. My hair was a mess. My skin was so dry due to cold. My lips were not chapped. It feels like I have not taken care of myself for ages.

I hurriedly brushed my teeth, took a cold shower and did some light makeup on myself. I opened my cabinet drawer to take some Xanax. This will keep me going throughout the day without having a panic attack.

I ran to my closet. A long scrawl escaped from me when I saw the type of cloths I had. It was all baggy and jogger tracks. I brought all of these cheap clothings from thrifting.

Girls in Hybe were so fashionable. They wore gorgeous tops and dresses as if their daily job requirement is to model.
I am too broke to spend my money on clothes. I mostly spend my money on renting and food.
I selected a black tank top with white jacket and grey oversized cargo pants.