~secrets~ (loki and the Avengers story) Discontinued

~shower head~

Loki quickly followed Thor up the stairs and into the bathroom. "Alright let me show you how the shower works" Thor said as he pulled the shower curtain open, Loki watched closely as Thor turned the middle knob then the only on the right, causing a rush of water to pour out from the top of the shower head. Loki stared at it for a bit before being flooded with memories of what it was like to bath in Asgard. He remember as he was pulled out of his cell and into a blank room with two male guards who watched his every move, they watch as he slowly stripped down and shiver from the cold air, they watched as he desperately tried to cover himself before they saw his parts. They would laugh as they pour icey cold soapy water on his head and Loki would gasp out and cover his face with his hands as soap run into his eyes making them burn. Loki would be given a minute to process before more icey water was poured on him, then given a ruff towel to dry off before given his clothes back and shoved right back into his cell.

"Loki are you listening?" Thor asked tapping his brothers shoulder. "What?" Loki said still staring at the shower head, he couldn't help but shake, he knew he had to get his head wet but he didn't want to, any water on his head made him relive throughs awful moments. "Brother is something wrong.." Thor paused before continuing "your not listening and your shaking". Loki finally move his glaze from the shower "do I have to get one?" Loki asked hoping Thor would say he didn't have to, Loki would rather stay in wet clothes then get his head wet. "Ya I think you should, you didn't take one yesterday and your bottom half is soaked in piss" Thor replied. "But.. I don't want to" Loki said letting anger seep though, "well to bad" Thor replied getting frustrated, he didnt understand why Loki was being difficult, didn't he want to get out of thoses clothes plus he must feel gross from not bathing yesterday, right? "I said I don't want to, you can't make me" Loki growled. "Yes I can and stop being rude, your getting one I don't care if you don't want to" Thor said and grabbed Loki by his arm pulling him into his grasp. Loki heart started racing, Thor was going to force him to take one, he was going to shove him in even if it took hours. "Thor stop!" Loki yelled trying to push away, "your getting one now stop!" Thor yelled back. Loki whined before going limp and putting all his weight which wasn't alot on to the floor. "Oh my gosh, Loki stop and get up!" Thor yelled angrily, "I swear if you don't get up I'll get tony to help me" Thor pulled Loki up by his arm even know he was being dead weight.
"What is going on?" Thor and Loki looked up seeing tony in the doorway, Loki quickly stood up and took the opportunity to get his escape, he pulled Thor's arm up to his mouth and bit down as hard as he could. Thor gasped out and pulled away from Loki letting him go, Loki bolted as soon as he did pushing past tony and into his room slamming the door and leaning against it. He knew this wouldn't stop them from easily pushing it open but he still could try, "did he?" Tony questioned. "He bit me!" Thor yelled before angrily pushing past tony and hitting lokis room door, it shook the door and left a large bent in it. "Loki you son of a bitch open the door!!" Thor screamed before hitting the door again, Loki shook as his heart was pounding, his mind was fuzzy and his breath was hinging and painful. Tears filled his eyes and spilled down his cheeks falling on the grey carpet leaving small wet spots, "LOKI!" Thor screamed before twisting the door knob and pushing the door. The door pushed Loki out of the way making him fall forward, he quickly stood up and backed himself up against the room wall, Thor stood there anger rading off of him. "T-thor stop" Loki whispered as he slid to the floor and pulled his knees up to his chest, "you little brat, you bit me!" Thor screamed as he walked towards Loki. Tony watched from the doorway he didn't seem to care that Thor was scaring Loki, he just seemed as mad. Thor stood in front of Loki and glared down at him "Thor..." Loki mumbled, Thor reached down pulling Loki up by his shirt. "BROTHER STOP PLEASE!!!" Loki screamed covering his face, he was scared no not scared, terrified. If he didn't wet himself earlier he would have done it right then and there, hot tears ran down lokis face as he hiccuped and sniffled. "Please I'm sorry!" Loki cried out.
Steve couldn't take it anymore he had heard enough, he stormed up the stairs and past tony straight into lokis room, the site in front of him honestly scared him, Thor looked about two seconds away from beating the shit out of Loki. "Thor! Stop it!" Steve said as he rushed over pushing Thor's chest, "look what your doing to him!". Thor looked at Steve for a second then at Loki, Loki was shaking and crying hard with snot running down his face. Thor face soften and he let Loki go, he fell to the floor as he gasped and pulled himself into a ball with his knees to his chest. "Brother.. I'm sorry" Thor said quietly before sitting in front of Loki "brother" Thor said reaching his hand out, Loki looked up before pushing himself against the wall and crying harder. "don't hurt me, I'm sorry" Loki whined before covering his face, Thor put his hand down and looked down at the floor. "Thor get out I need to calm Loki down" Steve said with an annoyed tone, Thor got up and walk out as tony followed. Steve slowly moved and sat in front of Loki, "Loki honey can you look at me?" Steve asked. Loki slowly uncovered his face, "good job now take a deep breath in for 7 out for 7" Steve praised him with a smile. Loki did as he was told, "now in for 6 and out for 6" Steve asked as he move a little closer to Loki. Loki again did as he was told and Steve and him continue to go down the number line, Loki heart had stop pounding by the time they got to 4 and he wasn't crying anymore. "You did amazing buddy" Steve praised making Loki give a small grin, "can I ask what happened?" Steve said as he moved a little closer. Loki looked down and moved to where he was sitting on his legs, "I bit Thor" Loki mumbled as he ran his finger though the carpet, "Why did you do that?" Steve questioned. Loki teared up again "he said I had to take a shower and I didn't want to, and and he tried to force me to take one so I bit him to get away" Loki rushed out his words causing some of them to blend together making them not understandable. "Loki honey your dirty you need a shower" Steve replied moving his hand up and wiping lokis unshed tears away, "but it's scary" Loki whispered. He wanted comfort, he wanted someone to hold him and tell him it's alright to be scared, no he wanted Steve to, he was just so nice to him when others wouldn't even dare to ask if he was ok or even give him a smile. Loki was gonna take a risk a big risk, he crawled as close as he could get to Steve and leaned against him burying his face into his chest and gripping his shirt with his hands. Steve stayed quiet as Loki did this, he was surprised that Loki would do this, the god that destroyed and murder people wanted to be hugged and held by him. After a few minutes of silence Steve slowly lifted his hand up and ran it though lokis greasy hair, "it's gonna be ok Loki, I'm here" Steve said calmly. Lokis heart hurt as he sniffed and started crying, he hadn't heard those words in a very long time, "Steve please don't make me take a shower" Loki whined. Steve sighed before coming up with a plan, "how about a bath instead?" Steve asked lifting lokis head up by his chin. "A bath?" Loki ask wiping his tears away with the palm of his hand, "yes it's where you fill the tub with water and put some soap in" Steve replied and smiled. "Do I have to have water on my head?" Loki questioned as he stared into Steve's eyes, "is that why you don't want to take a shower? Does water on your head scare you?" Steve asked frowning. Loki only nodded before putting his head back on Steve's chest, "I guess that's ok no water on your head" Steve said running his hand though lokis hair again. Steve gently pushed Loki off before standing up and putting his hand out for Loki to take, Loki did and let a smile creep on his face. "I think we have bubble soap" Steve said happily as he pulled Loki along, Loki giggled and stay close to Steve. Steve let go of lokis hand when they entered the bathroom before reaching down to plug up the tub, "Loki please close the door" Steve asked turning on the hot water. Loki turned and pushed the door shut, "ok I did it now what?" Loki asked turning back to Steve. "Can you take off your clothes so you can get in?" Steve asked, Loki face blushed a light red before he began taking his shirt off. Steve gasped as he saw lokis body it was covered in bruises and cuts littered his arms and his ribs were clearly showing, but what made matters worse was his legs were even worse there wasn't bruises there but there were cuts all over his upper thighs they went all the way down to his knees then cut off. Steve looked away and wiped his face with his sleeve, he didn't want to let Loki see he was crying. He was heartbroken for the god, how could he do that to himself, how could someone let him do this. "Steve... Please don't be mad, I'm sorry" Loki mumbled, pulling Steve away from his thoughts. "No no I'm not mad Im just... Never mind let's just get in ok?" Steve managed to stay before giving a small smile to calm Loki, Loki carefully got in the warm bath water, it felt amazing like a warm hug on his lower half of his body. He couldn't keep his giggles back when Steve added the bubble soap, he splashed and popped the bubbles and laughed hysterically when Steve put them on his head.
Steve watched in awh as Loki acted like a small child, he seemed so comfortable and happy with him. Steve smiled as he took a shampoo bottle and flipped the lid squirting some in his hand before shutting it back and setting it on the floor. He gently run it though lokis hair as he smiled and popped more bubbles, Steve finished rubbing the soap though lokis hair and cleaning off his hands in the tub water, "Loki tilt your head back" Steve asked grabbed a cup from under the sink and filling it with warmish water. Loki did as he was told wondering what Steve was going to do. Steve put the cup up to lokis head and shielded lokis eyes with his hand. Steve slowly poured the water down lokis hair, Loki almost immediately started crying and cover his face. "You said no water!!" Loki cried out, "I know I know but your hair is greasy, I promise I won't get any soap in your eyes" Steve replied softly. "No no!" Loki yelled, Steve ignored him and finished getting the rest of the soap out even know Loki wiggled and cried out. "Look were done" Steve said as he removed his hand and the cup, Loki sniffed and wiped his tears before angrily splashing the water soaking Steve. Steve set the cup down and grabbed lokis chin making him look at him "that wasn't nice loki" Loki frown before numbing an apology. "It's ok, now let's get you out and into some fluffy pj's" Steve said standing up, Loki carefully stood up as he didn't want to slip and stepped out. Steve quickly made sure Loki was cover in a towel before turning and grabbing a long sleeve light and dark blue stitch shirt and some boxers, "here we go" Steve handed Loki the boxers first then the shirt and then turned to grab the pants that were cover in stitches head. Loki put them on and set the towel on the floor, "there we go look how cute you are" Steve said happily as he patted lokis wet hair. Loki blushed before wigging in place, the warm water made his muscles relax which also means his bladder relax, and the sudden cold air when he got out of his bath made his realize his strong urge to pee. He wiggled and pulled the bottom of his shirt down, his face was bright red and had he had his thighs pressed together. Steve looked him up and down before coming to realize what was wrong, "do you need to go potty?" Steve questioned trying hard not to giggle at the phrasing, if lokis face could blush any brighter it would have, "i-" Loki paused looking up at Steve who only smiled back at him. Loki took a deep breath in before nodding, for some reason he felt comfortable telling Steve he needed to go usely he would wait in till he wet himself or was close to wetting himself before asking. Steve patted lokis head once more before heading out the bathroom, "I'll be out in the living room come down when your done" Steve said cheerfully before shutting the bathroom door. As soon as the door was shut Loki rushed in front of the toilet pulling himself out and letting himself get a nice relief. Once he was down he put himself away and flushed the toilet making sure to cover his ears so the noise didn't bother him. He smiled and quickly rinsed his hands off (again no soap 😔) then bolted out the bathroom door and down the stairs into the living room. "Steve!!" He yelled flopping down beside Steve on the couch (not the couch he piddled on). "Can we watch a movie" Loki paused "please" he said cuddling up to Steve's side, Thor and tony stared in disbelief as they watch Loki cuddle up to Steve who only smiled and grabbed the tv remote to turn on a movie. "Of course loks" Steve said flipping through tv programs, "yay!" Loki yelled happily.

It didn't show them ---words (this sucks man)