~secrets~ (loki and the Avengers story) Discontinued

~Beg~

"Please, please please, Thor please pick up" Loki begged to himself. *ring* *ring* *click* "Thor?! I nee-" Loki started before being cut off 'I'm sorry I can't come to the phone right now please call back another time, thanks'. Loki frown, then typed more numbers into the data base. *ring* *ring* *ring* tears filled Lokis eyes "come on please", *click* 'hello?' Steve said though the phone. " steve... Steve please come pick me up, I'll be good I promise." Loki begged, 'Loki? It's really late I didn't know you were allowed a phone call this late at night.. I honestly didn't know you were allowed a phone call at all' Steve replied. "Steve I'm serious, please take me home.. I'll be good and I won't hurt anyone and and I'll try my hardest to not get mad" Lokis voice breaked. 'Bubby I understand but you really hurt Thor and I don't know if we can take that risk again' "Steve I can't stay here any longer... I'm scared and they don't treat me good" Loki whined. 'What do you mean they don't treat you well?' Steve asked concern filling his voice. "Remember when I came and I took a rain bath" Loki whispered, 'how could I forget you were covered in cuts and bruises' "they were caused from here" Loki looked up and when he did he saw two male guards were walking past. Lokis eyes widen and he crawled under the computer table, "Steve please please come get me" Loki whispered begged. Even know Loki was small the table didn't give him much cover so when one of the guards turned to go down the hallway he immediately spotted Loki. "HEY!" he shouted, 'Loki? Who's that' Steve asked from the phone line. "NO! GO AWAY! DON'T TOUCH ME *scream*" 'Loki?! Loki!!' *click*.

Steve stared at his phone, he gulped. "Guys I'm going out I'll see in in a few hours" Steve yelled out to Thor and tony. Steve it's almost 1 am, where could you go for a few hours at this time" tony said turning the corner from where he was standing in the kitchen. "Ya where you going?" Thor asked shoving his face with a handful of salt and vinegar chips, Steve looked down then at them. "I'm going to get Loki he called me and I'm worried about him, I think he escaped just to call me" Steve replied. "Are you serious?! He can't stay out of trouble for 1 minute" tony said crossing his arms. "Are you not listening he's in trouble I'm going to get him" Steve said letting annoyance come though. "He's lying, living with us was a luxury he just misses it..nothings wrong with him" tony said rolling his eyes. "Im still going" Steve replied turning and walking to the front door, "whatever, when you see he's fine don't be upset when you realize he tricked you". Steve twisted the front door knob and walked out heading straight to the car, tont uncrossed his arms and stormed off into the kitchen. Thor looked ahead thinking if he should follow Tony or Steve but eventually he chose to stay with tony. Steve slammed the car door before pulling his seat belt acrossed his chest and clicking it in the buckle, he reached his hand down and put the car into gear before pulling out of the drive way. I would be lying if I said Steve didn't speed down the highway, running though stop signs and even hocking at cars that weren't moving fast enough for him. He just needed to get there fast, he felt like something was terribly wrong like some really bad had happened.. He knew he should have stood up for Loki and not sent him back, he wish he could do it all over again and protect Loki.

Loki stared at the lifeless body in front of him, eyes glossed over with tears, Loki didn't mean to kill her, he didn't mean to break her head open and let her bleed out. But even know she was dead he still fault like she was still there, touching him...poking him...feeling him...
Loki stood up feeling wobbly on his feet from almost being knocked out from the male guard after seeing the dead body in front of him. Loki's forehead was spilt open and fresh hot blood dripped down running down his nose and lips hitting the floor with a spash. He stumble up the the body kicking it with his foot, "you deserve this you bitch" Loki growled. "But why do I feel sorry for you" Loki whined softly, he stepped back going over to his safety corner. He plopped down letting his head hit the wall, he closed his eyes letting the tears roll down his face and hit his pants making small wet spots on them. 'I'm sorry' Loki thought to himself...

"Loki honey". Loki felt large arms around him, he groaned slowly opening his eyes. The bright light made it blurry at first but soon his vision became normal, a low beeping noise filled his ears. He turned his head seeing a small heart monitor, it was beeping every now and then he looked down seeing a IV in his hand it must have been giving him fluids or blood either one or maybe both. Loki jumps up feeling light headed immediately but he didn't care, he hated needles he wanted it out. Loki reached down ripping out the IV, blood squirted out all over his hand. "Loki! NO!" Loki looked over his heart racing, it was Steve  he had tears in his eyes and was standing there with thor. Tears pooled in Loki's eyes he didn't want to cry but he his body was taking over, he let out a small whine before sodding. "Aw baby" Steve said walking over giving Loki a big hug, "shh, it's ok now your gonna come home" Steve reassured running a hand though Loki's hair. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to kill her" Loki sodded, "I know you just get angry and things happen" Steve replied. "Yes brother it's alright it was an accident... Right?" Thor asked tilting his head to the side like a dog. "Yes I I don't mean to I just wanted to hurt her not kill her" Loki choked out between sods and coughs. "Honey why did you wanna hurt her?" Steve asked sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, "I can't tell you" Loki whined rubbing tears from his eyes. "Why not?" Thor said crossing his arms, "did something happen?" "I just can't tell you, just know it was for a good reason" Loki looked down at his blanket that was covering his bottom half. "Of course you have a reason to hurt someone" Tony said sarcastically from the doorway. Steve looked over "I said wait in the car", " I got bored plus I heard he was awake so I wanted to see how he was doing" Tony said pushing Thor out of the way to head into Loki's room. Steve glared at him, "how you feeling Loki" Tony asked standing on the opposite side of where Steve was sitting. "My head hurts, but I'm ok" Loki whispered not daring to look up from his blanket. Tony ran a hand over Loki forehead making him grimaces. "Tony your hurting him" Steve said annoyed, Tony rolled his eyes and put his hand down. "It's ok, I'm fine just sore" Loki said fiddling with his blanket. "Let me ask the doctor if we can go home ok" Steve said giving a gentle smile, he stood up walking out and down the hallway to the nurses station. "Um Loki, listen to me ok" Tony said after Steve left, Loki looked up "I'm sorry for hurting Thor, I was just angry" he whispered pulling his knees to his chest. "I know it's just you can't do that anymore, if you wanna stay with us you have to behave" Tony replied with a stern voice. "I promise I won't hurt anyone anymore" Loki said, laying his head on his knees. Tony gave a small smile before Steve came in the door with a nurse, "are you ready to go home dear?" The nurse asked. Loki nodded before yawning, "you've been out for a few hours, your still tired?" Loki nodded.  "Can he sleep when he gets home?" Thor asked, "of course he needs as must rest as possible" the nurse replied. "Now let's get your IV out" the nurse said putting her hands together, "no need he um tore it out" Steve said frowning. "Oh um that's not good but since he's leaving I guess it's fine" the nurse replied glaring at steve like it was his fault. The nurse turned walking out, "alright bubby let's go" Steve said reaching out to help Loki up. Loki took Steve's hand pulling himself up onto his feet, he didn't feel as dizzy as before but he still was. Loki whined, Steve immediately picked him up. Tony watched confused on why Loki couldn't have just walked to the car but he kept his mouth shut not wanting to start problems. Loki layed his head down on Steve's shoulder shoving his thumb in his mouth, "tired" "I know honey, I know" Steve said gently bouncing Loki up and down like a new born baby. "Let's go" Thor said walking out the room, "yes let's go" Steve said following Thor out the room and to the the car. Once they made it to the car Steve put Loki in the backseat and buckled him up, before going to the other side and getting in. Loki leaned his head against the car window drifting in and out of sleep, Steve smiled running his hand through Loki hair helping him fall completely asleep.

Honestly hate this chapter but I'm not feeling well so I don't really care.. Not sure when the next chapter will be out. Probably not for a while
Please don't pressure me :(
Thank you :3
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