~secrets~ (loki and the Avengers story) Discontinued

~getting help~

Tw: mention of r*pe and being undressed by staff (if you find something triggering I didn't put here please let me know and I'll put It up here)

Loki was ruffly shooken awake, he set up blinking to make the sleepiness go away. He knew that it was time to go up to Baker act facility, it was upstairs at the top of the hospital under a both of security doors and locked elevators.

He sighed as he saw the police officer standing in the door way with a wheel chair. "Do I have to ride up there in that?" Loki said, "yes you have to we can't have you walking up there" the police officer replied.

"It's gonna be ok Loki" Steve said from the chair he was sitting in at the corner of the room. Loki just stared not knowing how to reply, it wasn't ok he was gonna be away from home for however long with a bunch of people he didn't know and he even had to talk about his feelings with a stranger.

"I wanna go home" Loki whispered. Steve couldn't reply before the police officer buted in saying again it was time to go, "ok I'm coming" Loki mumbled.

Loki slided off the bed and to his feet, he shuffled over and set down in the wheelchair. "Put your feet on the leg bars" the police officer demanded, Loki did as he was told.

Loki looked over at Steve he was holding back tears, he really didn't wanna go he felt fine now he didn't want to hurt himself anymore. "Bye honey" Steve said waving as Loki was wheeled away, he was wheeled acrossed most of the hospital and into an elevator.

Loki had never been in one before and it scared him, the way it jolted up and made his stomach flip. He tried standing up but was pushed back down by the police officer, "stay sitting" the police officer said angrily.

Loki breath speed up, he made them mad and he was in a scary moving box. He bit his lip trying hard not to let the unshed tears fall, soon the elevator opened and he was wheeled out.

The police officer wheeled him up to a big heavy door and put his badge to the scanner, there was a loud deep and the doors were pushed open. The police officer wheeled him though two more doors, till they made it into the mental hospital room.

The room had a short hallway then a room on the right with some computers and chairs for the staff and a shower room next to it and to the left there was a open room with a table and spinning chairs attached to the floor.

Then a large hallway with rooms on both sides, but before that there was a door to the adult unit. Loki was wheeled to a empty chair and table in the hallway.

"Sit down" the police officer said. Loki slowly got up and moved seats, the table was to the side of the chair so he rested his right arm on it. "Hello" Loki looked up to see a nurse standing in front of him.

"My names lily and I'm one of the night shift workers here, I need you to fill this out for me... I basically need you to fill in your safety plan and draw a picture of your family". Lily said placing down some pieces paper that had words on them.

Loki couldn't really read earth words so he struggled to fill it out, but somehow he managed. He then drew his family, he made sure to add Steve as his daddy and wrote adoptive next to it, the words he wrote down were sloppy and misspelled.

This made lily look at him weird seeing as he was a 22 year old who couldn't write properly. "Um ok well here are the rules, please read them over and sign at the bottom" lily said before going back to the staff room.

Loki tried reading the words but they just seemed to jumble together and make a mess on the page so he skipped it and wrote his name at the bottom. Loki looked around as he waited for lily to come back, everything was so different and new it scared Loki and made him feel small.