I'm not used to this
Having someone who seems to genuinely care about me and what I have to say
I'm not used to being held when I cry
Or someone telling me everything will be alright when my world as I know it seems to be falling apart
I'm use to the chaos, after all it was all I knew for years
Used to the yelling and screaming and slamming steering wheels that always made me flinch
I'm used to feeling like everything is my fault simply because I was feeling
But this?
This sense of security without the price of a screaming match every now and again to keep me on my toes?
This is something I want to get used to
The bliss of falling in love
Where the only thing they ask for in return is simply loving them back
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I am back, I was in desperate need of a new computer and I finally got one and now that I have a whole new writing set up, I will go back to updating my stories regularly Xx
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The Aftermath
PoetryEverybody talks about the pain of going through a toxic relationship, the heartbreak of it all, even, once it all ends. However, nobody really talks about the aftermath. The toxic tendencies that you unwillingly adapt, the constant overthinking and...
