Don't know how to feel, when did i start crying every night
When did i begin to question my worth again, wonder what it is I did wrong
When the reality of it is I didn't do anything
Am I really that unlovable?
Just the fact that I'm asking that question to begin with terrifies me
Because I thought this was my happily ever after
And maybe it still could be
But right now I'm left to go through thoughts I never imagined I would have to go through again
And I don't know what to make of that situation
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The Aftermath
PoetryEverybody talks about the pain of going through a toxic relationship, the heartbreak of it all, even, once it all ends. However, nobody really talks about the aftermath. The toxic tendencies that you unwillingly adapt, the constant overthinking and...
