Everytime something comes up that brings me back to my dark place
I wonder how much longer I am actually going to have this beautiful feeling
How much longer until the love turns into pain and heartbreak
Because how am I supposed to believe that this is something I deserve without having to sacrifice something in return
Why can't this just feel like a sure thing to me
Without the underlying feeling of doubt and fear
Why does it have to be so hard to fall in love without all these worries constantly circling my mind
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The Aftermath
PoetryEverybody talks about the pain of going through a toxic relationship, the heartbreak of it all, even, once it all ends. However, nobody really talks about the aftermath. The toxic tendencies that you unwillingly adapt, the constant overthinking and...
