About time! ~Way brothers (Gerard Way and Mikey Way, story)

They think i'm crazy...

~Mikey's p.o.v~

I arrived at school as I did, I went straight to my locker, because well..I need talk to Ray and Pete, and I have to find them. So I have to get pack for first class, and go find Ray and Pete so I don't need to go back to my locker to get my damn books and stuff. I quickly stuffed the stuff for first class and walked off looking around for Ray and Pete, I see them talking at the lunch tables, some people passing by, I shrugged it off. I quickly walked up to them, "Hey" I say, they looked up and smiled, "Yo" "Hey Mikeymouse" I rolled my eyes, as I sat down next to Ray, which leaves Pete sitting alone on the other side of table.

"Guys, I need to tell you guys something..." I say quietly looking around, people were now not passing by anymore, so I guess were alone. "Ya?" Ray asks, as Pete raised an eyebrow at me, a confused expression painted on his face. "Don't tell anyone...Neither my mom, because my mom doesn't know this but...I dream about my past memories, i'm telling you guys this because I fucking trust you guys" Ray and Pete just looked at me, like I was crazy..I knew it, I was going to get this kind of reaction. "You high?" Pete asks, confused.

I shook my head, "I'm being serious guys", Ray just nodded understandingly "We believe you...But, wh-" A yell was heard cutting Ray's sentence off. "Mikey the Psychic!" someone yells, I look around with wide eyes. People were laughing at me...No...They heard...They heard my secret...I was frozen, I was going cold I know it...I'm fucking stupid, why should I say that out loud, I should of say it somewhere secretive.

I stood up, and ran outside of the room, I ran to 'boys' bathroom, and slamming it open, tears running down my cheeks. What have I done...I quickly went in stall, before anyone sees me, I close the stall door, and locked it. I went to corner of stall and pulled my knees up to my chest, tears rolling down my cheeks. "I'M SO STUPID" I yelled, punching the floor hard. I heard the bathroom door open, "Leave me alone...Tease me till' i'm dead" I sobbed, as I put my head between my knees sobbing. "Open up, Mikey! It just me and Pete" It was Ray...I ignored him..."Leave me alone" I mutter...

"Ok...Just please don't do anything stupid, Mikes" It was Pete...I ignored his reply. As I heard the door close, I got up, using the wall as support. Tears drop on floor, making droplets sit on ground. I walked up to door, opening it, as I did I went up to sink. I wanted to hit something...I want to feel pain...I looked at myself in mirror...My appearance is stupid along with my stupid mind, I hated looking at myself, so I punched the mirror, shards of glass splatter around me, cutting my uniform's sleeves. A slight pain came from my fist, and my arm. I looked at my arm, looking at the damage I have done...There was a cut on my arm, it was leaking with blood. I looked at my fist, seeing it all bloody...Blood...I just want to see blood on my body...I'm sorry Pete, I can't promise you I can't do something stupid, you can't tell me to not to...Because it not myself controlling me, it my dead shadow, known as my crazy dead self, which revenge my ghost...A demon.