About time! ~Way brothers (Gerard Way and Mikey Way, story)

Trust

~Mikey's p.o.v~

I needed help..I needed it so bad, I can't stop cutting...I need someone to talk to...But, I have no one...Gerard may be outside of my room...But, I don't have the guts to tell him everything what happened...he will in fact be the same as the others...I'm crazy. I sat on my bloody carpet, I made up excuses to not go to school...And my mom had work so she was not really at home, I curled up into a ball on floor, and sobbed quietly, I don't want to draw attention to Gerard...he will ask questions...he will think i'm crazy. I been staying in my room for a few days...3 days...I haven't eaten, because I always told mom that i'm not hungry...After that whole brother meeting and stuff...I stopped talking to Gerard, not like...I hate him now, no not like that...I just wanted to hide from everyone else, as I drag a blade along my skin.

I whimpered quietly...As a knock was heard on the door, it was another of Gerard rant. Asking if 'i'm ok' and all that stuff, I lied and i'm in fact not okay...I'm broken, i'm hurt. "Mikey...Do you want to talk about something? Between us?" Gerard voice was quiet against the door, I just stayed quiet, like I always do, whenever he tried to talk to me, I don't talk...because they will in fact know, i'm broken, they will know what going on under my skin, what going on under my skin? Scars, my demons, and my heart where it will never be pieced together, because of my huge humiliation at school. "Mikey..Please...I'm you're older brother, why don't you trust me just yet? We met before we knew we were brothers...I don't get why...You don't trust me...I told you everything about myself, I wanna know all about you now, what under that mask, Mikey?"

He was right...He my older brother, brothers trust each other, they help each other go through something if one of them can't take..."Please let me in..." Gerard says, knocking on the door lightly, I stayed quiet, getting up quietly, and unlocking it, and going over to my bed, and hiding underneath the covers. After awhile of silence, Gerard opened the door, he looked around the room, then looked at me...Or looked at a bundle of blankets. Gerard walked over to my direction, "Mikey...Come out...I know you're breaking, and i'm going to help you" Gerard says, trying to pull the covers, but I put a strong grip on the covers over me. "You're going to think i'm crazy...Like the others..." Gerard sighed, looking at me, hope filled in his eyes.

"I'm going to tell you now...I have faith in you, and one of that fact is that, i'm not going to be the others, i'm not going to say you're crazy, just tell me, what happen if something about me is crazy? We can cry together...You can count on me...I trust you, and it's you're turn to trust me, i'm not going to judge no matter what" Gerard says, taking a huff because of that long sentence, I looked at him between the covers, he looked so worried...I made my older brother worried. I took the blankets off my self, until I notice the scars on my arms, I forgot to cover them...Gerard eyed at me, and before I can respond, he hugged me, tight. I felt safe in his arms, I felt like my demons are draining away from his arms.

"Trust me..Please...Tell me, tell me everything, i'm not going to judge. Everyone has flaws, you're not the only person who has flaws...Please trust me...I can help you, I can drain all the sadness away from you" Gerard says his voice cracking, he saw the cuts, I knew it, because I felt his face, making my shirt wet...He was crying. "I trust you..." I said...My voice sounded so dead, i'm in fact dead, of course my voice will die, for not speaking for 3 days. "Then prove it...Tell me why you cut, why did you left me to worry? Why are you so broken, like glass...?" I whimpered as I put my arms around him, hugging him back, after a while of the embrace, I told him everything...the incident, how people stared at me, how people thought about me, what there reactions were, and how stupid I was...And I dragged a blade along my wrist.

"Mikey...There no need to feel dark in the inside what the others looked at you, what there reactions about you're secret, you're human too, you know that, and they don't know that you're human. They just want to make you bleed in the inside, please don't feel that way, there no need to know what there opinions about you're self , because there going to be people saying you're perfect who you are, and i'm one of them" I looked at Gerard, he wasn't lying, not like the others, he was telling the truth, he was saying the truth that lays on his heart. Tears streamed down my face, as I stared at Gerard, Gerard gave me a smile, until that smile faded away as he started crying, and hugged me tightly, I hugged him back, crying into his shoulder, "please don't cut...And please don't let the demons take you away with a blade..." Gerard whispered. I nodded, as I put my head on his shoulder, still crying until, I stopped, until I fell asleep, I felt the weight disappeared, I felt nice...I felt perfect, which I haven't felt since 3 days ago.

~Author's note~

Ello'! Nice to see you guys here again with this fanfic! yep, the fanfic is back lololol, so it back!!! YAYA! I might update on this story, also the other story which is Frerard ;), if you haven't read that story, I dare you to read that story, it called 'I never told you what I do for a living' so ya, I hope you enjoy this story also that Frerard story! Anyway, I hope you guys are having a great summer break and great day, also the feelz, the brothers had trusted each other now :D. YAY! So ya, I see you guys later bye! I might make another chapter today or tomorrow dunno...But ya. bye!

~DerpyMyChem