Scars Don't Heal When You Keep Cutting (Brusnop)

Pierce my heart.

One week later

Danny's P.O.V

Since we have been back in the UK for our tour, Ben has been acting like nothing has happened between us, even when Pierce The Veil and Sleeping With Sirens joined us on tour. Whenever I try to talk to him he blanks me completely or starts a conversation with someone else. So, I have been staying with PTV and SWS on their buses. 

'Don't worry Danny, he'll come around.' Tony smiled and wrapped his arms around Mike. At least one out of three 'couples' were happy and together. Kellin and Vic have been having the same problems, Kellin loves Vic. Vic is kind of like Ben in their situation, he won't admit his feelings for Kellin because he's not sure about them. Like me and Ben, our night together a week ago had put Ben into denial. It was killing me, every hour that passed felt like days, wanting something you couldn't have. 

'Really, what if I end up like Kellin?' I regretted the words as soon as they came out of my mouth, Kellin couldn't help it. He loves Vic. I chewed my bottom lip, ripping the loose flesh off. 

'Kellin is happy, he might follow Vic around like a lost puppy but...he loves him. He'll wait for Vic to realise his feelings.' Mike shrugged. 

'What if he don't feel the same way, I don't think I could take that from Ben.' 

'We all know Vic loves Kellin like Kellin loves Vic, its just that Vic is being a pussy and won't come out.' Tony laughed and nibbled Mike's shoulder. 

'What about you guys, did Perrentes go through anything like this?' I had to ask, I mean every couple has their ups and downs, I even heard Sam and Cam fighting some times.

'It was similar, but it was the other way round. We wouldn't speak to each other until we were alone together and we had sex, from then on we knew we loved each other.' Mike nuzzled the crown of Tony's head. I smiled, some couples were meant to be no questions asked, 'Sameron' and 'Perrentes' were two good examples. Sam and Cam fell in love when the band was first formed and they had no trouble in being together as they are both gay and didn't give a shit of what people thought of them.

Ben's P.O.V.

'Sam, I don't need to hear this right now.' Pushing past him I walked backstage and slumped on the over-stuffed black sofa, which had multiple rips in from other bands who were here before us. I picked up my acoustic guitar and started strumming the tune of 'Someone Somewhere'. Sam stood in front of me,  his arms folded across his chest, a scowl firm on his face. 

'Ben, you need to sort this out.' Sam walked back to the stage when he saw Tony and Mike walk in.  I sighed and put my guitar down, Tony and Mike would want to take a dig at me too, might as well be ready for it.

'Mate you can carry on playing, were only here to set up for the show.' Tony smiled and grabbed his guitar and walked through the door Sam had left through.

'Ben, can I tell you something.' So it wasn't going to be Tony this time, it was Mike.

'What's up mate?' Mike sat opposite me, picking and the visible fluff sticking out the sofa. 

'What do you feel for Danny?' I felt my cheeks raise in temperature. Only me and Danny knew the real answer. I couldn't bring myself to tell the others, even if Sam, Cam, Tony and Mike were gay. The thing is I don't think I'm gay, I only feel for Danny, no other guy makes me feel like he does. 

'I have no idea Mike.' I sighed when his eyes narrowed. 'I'm just trying to get my thoughts straight.

'Well you better hurry up and make your mind. You don't want to end up like Kellin and Vic, believe me, it kills Kellin everyday and its starting to take effect on Danny.' Mike grabbed his drum sticks and left me alone. what he said had hit me hard. I love Danny. Seeing Kellin following Vic around everyday, forever admiring him and Vic doesn't even notice him. I didn't want that to happen to Danny and me, I wouldn't let it.

'Brusnop! Brusnop! Brusnop!' The crowd chanted as usual. Danny made his way over to me as the rest of the band played a slow beat. In a blink of an eye Danny's lips were crushed to mine, but it was over in a second. Danny winked at me and ran over to Sam and put his arm round his neck.

'Thank you! You motherfuckers were amazing tonight! We hope to be back here soon!' Danny, what is happening to us?

Danny's P.O.V.

Ben thought it was good idea to celebrate our first sold out show by going to a strip club. Tony and Mike weren't up for it but they tagged along anyway. Vic linked his arm through Kellin's and the pair skipped up the road like fifteen year old girls. It made me smile knowing that Vic was trying to get his feelings in line and he had realised he had some feelings for Kellin, he just wasn't sure what type yet. Ben was still being distant, it upset me and I couldn't do anything but wait.

Ben pushed us through the crowd and sat us in the very back booth and ordered us all a beer. Sipping it slowly, I took occasional glances at Ben. Seeing two whores griding up against him and pushing their breasts in his face ticked me off. I couldn't stand to be there anymore, so me and James sat at the bar drinking like there was no tomorrow. A long legged, black haired girl, who looked about twenty one, pressed herself against me and gave me a seductive flutter of her lashes before sticking her tongue in my ear. 

Following her into the back of the club, trying to get my mind off Ben. Come on Danny, you have done this many times, this will help get Ben off your mind. 

Ben's P.O.V

Most of the guys had left the club and headed home, I managed to find Sam, Cam and James at the bar. But Danny was no where in sight, I hadn't sen him since we arrived at our booth.

'James where the fuck is Danny we've got to go.' I yelled over the music at James. He shrugged and scratched his head.

'He went off with some stripper.' Jealousy ran through my body, I needed to find him and tell him how I feel. I ran through the back of the club, I couldn't find Danny anywhere.

'DANNY! DANNY! DANNY! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!? DANNY!' Busting into random rooms and pushing every door in sight, me, James, Sam and Cameron making our way through every corridor trying to find our lead singer.

Pushing the last door open I froze. Danny sat life-less in the wooden chair, his arms limp, hanging over the chair. Foaming at the mouth and his eyes glassy with red/pink rings round his eyes. I ran over to him and pulled him into my arms. 'What the fuck is going on? Is he going to be alright? DANNY! DANNY! PLEASE WAKE UP! DANNY!'

AN: Sorry this chapter is boring and really shit, hopefully it gets better :3