Danny's P.O.V.
'Danny, I'm so sorry. This was all my fault, I should have been with you, celebrating with you and only you, but instead I was fucking some random whore like a complete twat. Its my fault your in here right now. I love you Danny, with all my heart and now you may never know how I really feel about you because of that stupid fucking whore!'
One week later.
I slid my hand in Kellin's, we walked across the lot from Sleeping With Sirens bus to Asking Alexandria's bus in silence, hand in hand.
''Hey, hey the love birds have landed!' James exclaimed as we walked onto the bus. My eyes automatically found Ben's, who looked down immediately, I swear I saw him flush a little. Vic didn't even look up, he just kept talking to Jaime like we weren't even there. I think my friendship with Vic has gone down hill ever since me and Kellin got together. Ben stopped talking to James and sunk back into the sofa. I felt a pang of guilt, knowing that I was probably fucking with Ben's feelings at the moment. Kellin wrapped his arm round my waist and smiled up at me with big eyes. Kissing the top of his head, I pulled him closer to me and sighed slightly.
'So Danny, how are you feeling?' Sam asked. I blew out a sigh of relief, thankful that Sam changed the subject and got rid of the awkward silence. Sam and Cam were snuggled up together in the corner of the sofa. I smiled, I loved that they were happy.
'I'm fine, thanks Sam.' I took a sneaky look at Ben, he looked lost in thought. His eyes full of regret and pain, and...I think a hint of lust. Vic on the other hand looked completely pissed, he was looking directly at Kellin. His eyes moved to mine, I gasped and dropped my eyes to the floor, my cheeks blazing red.
'I say we get something to eat...like now.' Jaime stood and pulled Vic along with him. It was like he could sense the tension in the brief couple of seconds me and Vic locked eyes. Jaime gave me a sympathetic smile as he walked past us and off of the bus. Surprised by Jaime's sudden outburst, the rest of the guys mumbled there 'okay's' and followed them off of the bus. Ben smiled up at me as he walked past us. Tears burned the back of my eyes, I'd hurt him. Me, Kellin, Mike and Tony were the only people left on the bus.
'Way to sell it guys! You were great!' Tony clapped his hands together and Mike gave us a thumbs up. I smiled weakly at them both.
'I'm not sure this is the best way to make Ben and Vic realise their feelings.' I muttered, keeping my eyes to the floor.
'What do you mean Dan?' Tony asked. Him, Kellin and Mike all shared the same confused look.
'Did you see the way Ben looked at me, he looked lost and hurt. And Vic looks like he hates me, I don't think I can do this to them, I can't loose my friendship with Vic and I can't loose Ben.'
'Danny, those looks show that they are realising their feelings for you both.' Tony practically squealing with excitement.
'Aw, come on Danny, this is our only chance and you know Tony is right, they just need a little help to realise their feelings. If things start to go bad we'll come clean, but its at least worth a shot. Please.' Kellin gave my arm a reassuring squeeze. I had to help Kellin, he'd been waiting for Vic ever since they first met. And it was the same for me and Ben, Kellin was willing to risk his future relationship and friendship for me, so I'll do the same. I nodded slowly and watched Kellin's eyes light up with happiness. I gave him a brief hug and followed him, Mike and Tony out of the bus.
'The Perrentes theory is in action!' Mike whispered to me and Kellin, we both laughed briefly. Kellin slid his pale, tattooed arm around my waist as we reached the others, offering me support and comfort. The uneasy feeling in my stomach vanished as he leaned against me, reassuring me that things will be alright. Ben's eyes blazed with anger and a hint of jealousy. No Danny, it couldn't be jealousy, Ben Bruce does not get jealous. So what was the look in is perfect blue eyes? Ben, what am I doing?
AN: sorry that nothing really happens in this chapter and that its quite short, it'll get better. I think this chapter was just informing you of Danny's and Kellin's fake relationship. Thanks for reading by the way :3
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