Scars Don't Heal When You Keep Cutting (Brusnop)

Danny your perfect. Trust me I know.

Kellin's P.O.V

I managed to convince Tony and Mike to tell the others about mine and Danny's fake relationship as Vic was almost always out drinking. He came back to the bus shitfaced and angry, he'd yell at Tony, Mike and Jaime for no reason and then go puke his guts up and then go to sleep. It upsets me because I know Vic is a naturally a nice and caring person but now he is angry all the time and he is quite anti-social.

'How are we going to tell them then?' Tony huffed, his arms folded gently across his chest.

'Just tell them straight, there's no point in beating around the bush.' Danny stood with his hands deep in his pockets, biting his lip nervously.

'Alright then, let's get this shit storm over with.' Mike opened the bus door. James, Sam, Ben, Cam and Jaime piled into the bunk area, they all looked pissed. I don't blame them. We locked them outside in the cold for twenty minutes.

'This better be good! I think I have frost bite on my balls!' James said as he stood next to Danny, looking down his trousers. I looked around at us all cramped in this small space, most of us were smiling at James's 'problem'. Hopefully they won't mind much, especially Ben. Ben was standing with his arms folded across his chest, looking at the floor.

'Well Danny and Kellin are...um.' Mike scratched the back of his head, struggling to find the words to say.

'Are together we know.' Ben said bitterly, looking directly at Danny who was looking at the floor, his eyes would occasionally flicker to Ben's then back to the floor.

'But we're not!' Danny's head snapped up and he looked at Ben. All of the boys looked at me surprised at my outburst. 'We were in a fake relationship to get your and Vic's asses in gear!' I yelled at Ben. Before he could reply I bolted from the bus, heading to Pierce The Veil's bus. I needed to sort out things with Vic. A firm hand on my shoulder  turned me around. I was now face to face with Danny, he looked stressed even though he was smiling. I'm hiding behind false eyes. The song lyric fitted Danny perfectly at the moment.

'I just thought I'd come and speak to Vic with you.' I smiled and pulled him along by the hand, I wanted to catch Vic before he went to bed. I looked around Pierce The Veil's bus, I couldn't see Vic anywhere. Danny stood near the door, nervously playing with his hair.

'Well, well what do we have here?' Vic slurred from behind me, I turned to see a pale Vic, his hair matted and piled onto one side, a bottle of Jack in his left hand. My voice got trapped in my throat as he stumbled his way over to Danny. Danny actually looked scared shitless, it was the first time I'd seen the Danny Worsnop worried and scared.

'You sir, have been a massive pain in my fucking ass!' Vic yelled daggers at him. 'Stay the hell away from my Kellin!' Vic pushed Danny against the bus door. 'Get the fuck out! I don't want to see you here again! Your just a pathetic fuck up, get out!' I grabbed Vic's arm and pulled me behind him but I was too late, Danny had already left the bus and was nowhere in sight. I turned back to Vic unable to hide the frown on my face.

'Come on Kellin, I'll make you feel better.' Vic smiled at me, put his bottle down and pulled me towards the bunk area.

Ben's P.O.V

'Ben seriously, it wasn't Danny's idea, I promise. It was mine and Mike's.' Tony followed me into the car park, I was seriously pissed. I needed to talk to Danny, to sort all of this shit out. Tony could be covering for him and Kellin. Its because Danny doesn't want you. Why would he? Just look at yourself Ben, your pathetic, its your fault that this all happened. Your such a fuck up.

I shook my head clear of the negative thoughts against myself. I burst into Pierce The Veil's bus and slammed open the lounge door. I stopped dead in my tracks...not quite sure of the situation in front of me. Tony leaned against me as he tip toed to see over me. Kellin and Vic were on the floor together, wrapped under multiple bed sheets. Me and Tony looked at each other when moans, groans and movements came from under the sheets. Tony cleared his throat. Vic's head snapped up, he blushed to the colour of a tomato before smiling weakly at us.

'I'm looking for Danny.' I saw Vic frown and look down at his hands. My heart sank. 'What's happened.' I didn't bother trying to hide the concern and worry in my voice. The man I love has disappeared and Vic has something to do with it. 

'Well...um...its my fault. I came in drunk and saw Danny and Kellin together. I got the wrong idea and I yelled at Danny and kicked him out. I thought he went back to your bus though. Ben, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it.' I shook my head at Vic. I needed to find Danny and fast.

'DANNY! DANNY! Where are you Danny?!?' I ran through the streets, looking down every side road and ally I could see.

'Ben?' Danny's muffled voice came from the next ally I came across. Danny sat in the far corner, half in the light and half in the dark. A bottle of Jack at his feet. I got down on my knees in front of him, studying him. His eyes were puffy and his cheeks tear stained. 'Why are you here Ben?' Danny looked up at me, his voice cracked when he said my name. His eyes glassy and confused.

'I'm here to save you Bear.' I whispered and pulled him to his feet. I pulled him into my arms, memorising every detail. Oh Bear, if only you knew how much I need you.

Danny's P.O.V

Ben pulled me into the backroom. I tried to tug my hand from Ben's vice like grip, which made him hold my hand tighter. 'What's the matter Bear? Don't you want me anymore?' He looked at me, his eyes wide with fear. I sat down on the sofa, pulling Ben onto my lap. I nuzzled the base of his neck. Ben gripped my shoulders and pushed me against the back of the sofa. 'Bear you didn't answer my question.' Ben smiled, the curve of his perfect lips broken by spider bite piercings.

'Of course I want you Benji, I've always wanted you.' I crushed my lips to his, our lips moulded perfectly together, I pulled at his spider bites causing him to moan against my mouth. I could feel Ben's erection against my stomach, I pulled his shirt over his head and planted kisses from his mouth, across his jaw line and down his neck until I found his soft spot. Ben moaned as I sucked and bit at the base of his neck. I carried on making my way down his pale chest. Ben pushed himself against me as I sucked at his nipple, pulling it gently between my teeth. Ben pulled my shirt over my head. He sank to his knees in front of me, my breaths came in short gasps as Ben ran his tongue across my stomach and chest. Ben undone my belt and jeans along with his own. I watched him like a hawk as he pulled off his and mine's jeans. I pulled Ben back onto my lap crushing my lips against his once again. Ben bit at my bottom lip which caused me to moan. As I deepened the kiss I felt Ben start to grind against me, moaning at the friction and the sensation it gave me, I pulled Ben closer to me by his hips.

'Danny, I love you.' Ben whispered heavily in my ear.

'Are you sure Ben? I mean I'm far from fucking perfect.' I frowned, no one has ever bothered to care for me, I'm just some fucked up rebellious kid from York, with a bad past and loads of inner demons.

'Danny your perfect for me. Trust me I know. I've known ever since you turned up to my house.' Ben smiled, his fingers knotted in my hair, my hands at his hips. I felt loved for once in my life, Ben is my rock, my savior. 

AN: Getting better yet? Danny and Ben can finally be together, at last! But there will be future dramas, comment on how I could improve or if you have any ideas for me, that'd be great :3 I'll update soon, promise!