MOON

Chapter 1

Now
_LILY_

Another year has passed, I have been better in life, he is not with me anymore I have a life everyone wants I have a loving husband a daughter a happy and perfect family but every time I wonder how it would be like if it was with him. Raising a daughter with him having him as my family. Everything happens for a reason. I am happy with what life has given to me, but I still wanted all of this to experience with him. with noah.

"Hey, what are you doing you're going to burn these." Nathan said from behind as he flipped the pancakes, I was so much lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice the pancakes we about to burn.

"I am sorry I got lost in my thoughts a bit and forgot about pancakes." I said as I poured some more pancake batter on the pan.

Don't worry honey Nathan is always at your rescue." he said as he winked at me, and a grin spread across his face. 

"Mommy daddy what are you both doing here, I am hungry and also getting late for school. My daughter said as she peeked her head from the door. "Come fast after school I have to go and meet granddad too. Mommy you said you'll come too."

Yes, my princess I will drop you there and your dad will pick you up from there." 

"And you meet granddad too." She added further.

No, I am not meeting him only you are."

Yes, you are. He misses you a lot always talks about you and is always sad. You have to mommy."

"Emily no means no we're not talking about this again." Her shoulders slump in despair. 

"Oh, my baby I am so sorry. But when you are old enough mommy will tell you why she does not talk to your granddad, okay?" She nodded and I gave her a tight hug.

"Girls the pancakes are ready. Do you both want to eat, or I eat all of this alone." Nathan said while he was placing our breakfast in a tray.

"No dad sharing in caring." Emily said in return.

After having their breakfast, they left. 

I cleaned the table and put the dishes in the sink. I try to keep myself busy everyday so that I don't start to think about Noah again. I don't like to remember all those memories we had together I don't want to remember the day my life shattered. I paced towards Emily's room to clean, and I hear the telephone wringing as I pick it up, I hear the voice of someone I least expected calling me. Dad. He knows Nathan leaves office by now he knows Emily is at school then why is he calling. 

 "Hey, sorry but Nathan already left Emily is at school I will drop her to your place later." I tried to cut the call, but he stopped me. "Wait don't hang up I wanted to talk to you I wanted to hear your voice and I also wanted to tell you that I want you to come over and meet me when you drop Emily at my place." Too many questions at the same time. "Sorry I can't." And I disconnected the call.

After cutting the call all the memories rushed back to me. That day, his phone call, his voice when I heard it for the last time he was hurt as if he was beaten to the core. I still remember his last words to me I can never forget them they are inked in my brain and soul. "Moon I am sorry I couldn't make it to you. your dad I am sorry, I love you, I love you then most." A tear rolls down my cheek as those words revolve in my head again and again i wiped my tear did all my work and then went for a ride because I was getting all the memories of that day when Noah died.

I wanted a change so that's why I went to departmental store to buy some groceries I saw a cute little bunny and bought it for Emily.

Noah used to like bunnies he had one in his childhood he told me once. Later that day I pick up Emily from the school and dropped her at dad's house.

𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚟𝚘𝚝𝚎. 💗💗💗
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚐𝚘 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚛. (𝙰𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚚𝚋𝚕)