5 years earlier
_LILY_
Noah was waiting for me in the car while I was saying goodbye to Nat and Nathan." Today was just perfect for me."
Yes, it was until I did a dumb act of proposing you and made everything awkward between us, I am so sorry for that."
Don't be sorry Nathan. It is fine."
I said as I hugged Natalie tightly and not letting her go, I want to say her everything so badly, but I just can't. At least not right now. "I am going to miss you, Lily."
"Yeah, me too, why don't you stay here for a while now. You know I am also leaving in few days. Stay here with me and we will go back home together."
"Girl, you know I can't, I have a lot to do I have to complete my PHD and in order to do that I have to attend college every single day I was free this weekend and luckily Noah approached me and said that you were missing my presence, so I came here for you. You are coming back in few days it won't be so hard you've managed without me this long, you can manage a few days too."
"Okay then. By have a safe flight. I love you."
Natalie's was leaving in an hour we had different routes otherwise I would have accompanied her to the airport.
As I sat on the passenger seat, my gaze fixed on Noah, and his on the road in front of us. I looked outside as he started the car. The rhythmic hum of the engine provided a soothing backdrop, matching the rhythm of my racing thoughts. Outside the car window, the world seemed to blur. Through the silence, I still found solace in the unspoken connection between us. And so, we continued our silent drive, each of us lost in our own thoughts, yet connected by an invisible thread. Sometimes, silence spoke louder than any words ever could.
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We reached home I was in my room now he hasn't spoken a word, and it is killing me. I stood up and paced towards his room I knocked at his door ready to ask him about his weird behavior towards me as if all of it was my fault and as if it was not him who said that he will fix everything. I was ready to tell him that ignoring me would fix nothing.it will just make things worse and nothing else.
When he opened the door, he was wearing nothing but his grey sweatpants. He had just showered his hair tousles and falls onto his forehead droplets of water still falling from them. My eyes went straight on his bare chest. he is muscular.
"I think I should come later." I said as I turned around and started to go back to my room. "No wait." I faced him again. "Come in and tell me what you want to say." I just nodded and went inside his room. I've been living here for a month or two now, but I haven't seen his room till now. The color of his room was midnight blue there were few portraits on the wall his bedsheet was white and navy blue, the door of his bathroom was still open it had onyx color tyles a bit similar to his room's color. On his side table he has a picture of himself. "Have a seat." He gestured towards the sofa. I sat and he said beside me. "Tell me what is going on in that mind of yours?" I looked at him with so many things and so many questions in my mind not knowing where to start from. Noah's grey eyes were looking at me with so much desperation, confusion and what not. Desperate to know what is going on in my mind and confused about me coming in his room at this hour. "Noah, what are we doing?" You and me what is the relation between us?"
He sat on the floor facing me he cupped my face and said," you really want to know what I think about us?"
"Yes, please tell me I really want to know what you think about all what happened and what you think about us."
"I think moon you and me we are soulmates. You bring so much happiness in my life. before you my life had nothing it was boring, I hated it to stay away from this soul eating silence I used to keep myself busy. I hated this life my work was the only thing I liked about it after you everything changed in a good way my life got better everything got better. I find solace in your silence. You are like a glowing beacon in the night sky. Before you I was just surviving after you, I started living. Now, I can never even think about my future without you, so Miss Lily Phillips today I am marking you as mine. I will be the only one to be close to your heart. I will be the only one you truly love I will be the only one who's name you will scream when I am doing you. You don't touch any other guy you don't let any other guy touch you and if they do you better don't forget I killed nearly five people for you and I can kill many more."
That's it that's all I think about us." Now tell me what you think about us?
"What think about you is beyond words there is not a single word that could describe how much you mean to me. As I said back in Nathan's house this world will never let us be together but now that I have you by my side and you have me, we will fight for each other. We will run away from this world if they try to break us apart. It happened so fast at one point I hated you more than anything I couldn't stand you and you always made sure how to get on my nerves but the moment I realized I have something for you all that changed. Actually, my mind set changed. Those things that would make me irritated I started liking them. The way you used to carry me from my room to the car then again from car to my room arranged that star gazing thing for me that I always wanted to do cried for me threatened the doctor for me killed five goons for me." A grin spread across his face. "Ahhh! how I love it when you smile."
"But what you did no one could have done that not for me at least. You took that god damn bullet for me without even thinking that could have been your last day."
"I didn't the only thing in my mind was that I have to save you I cannot lose you. It was my life or yours, so I choose yours."
"You know when I was taking you to the hospital, I knew I was going to lose you that fear I had never felt before but when the doctor told me you are safe, I've had never felt that kind of relief before." You know why? I shook my head. "Because I was in love with you."
I too got down from the sofa wrapping my legs around his waist I sat on his lap as i slide my fingers into his hair and tug. The violence in our embrace pulls every bit of savagery out of me and pouring it into our kiss. It is for the third time now i am kissing him and every fucking time it feels new."I love you too Noah" I said against his lips.
𝙳𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚖 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛.
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Romance"She can't be mine because she's with someone else. But I'm taking her anyway" "I can do anything to take her. Whether it's to kill her husband or her daughter." "She was mine, she is mine, she'll always be mine." lily is a daughter of a billionaire...
