MOON

Chapter 12

Now
_LILY_

It's been a week or two now and we haven't got any threats. I think they were misunderstanding Nathan with someone else.Nathan is back to normal now, he used to get very scared because of them not for himself but for us,me and emily. From the past day he has just forgotten about them. He went to the office today early. Without breakfast so I am making him breakfast I'll take it with me when I drop Emily to school. I didn't have breakfast either we'll eat together.

I dropped Emily to school now I was heading to Nathan's office, and I swear to god i was starving I thought of eating the fruit salad I made for him. But I controlled my hunger.

The actual way to Nathan's office was impassable so I have to go from a different route. From where me and Noah used to live. All his memories came back. I remember everything,our small arguments his stubbornness. The way he always used to carry me from the car to my room.

His Cologne is still stuck in my mind. The way his touch used to feel on my body. Everything still feels the same. What is not the same is him. That time he was today he is not. The way he left will always be a trauma to me.

I finally reached Nathan's office. I asked his colleague where he is and they said that he's in the conference room attending a meeting, so I am waiting for him in his cabin.

When the meeting was finally over, he came back to the cabin he was very pleased to see me. That big grin appeared on his face as soon as he saw me and the food.

"What are you doing here?" He asked while looking at the food in my bag.
"You left without having breakfast I didn't have either, so I made us breakfast. Come sit and let's eat." I said while taking the food out of the bag.

I had made his favorite pumpkin French toast along with a fruit salad. I also went to Starbucks to buy a cup of coffee for him.

We ate breakfast and could see he was feeling absolutely famished. He loved the French toast. He loved it so much that he ate mine as well.

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_NOAH_

Dear moon

Moon it's me noah. Yeah I'm alive it's a bit shocking but yes I truly am,and I'm gonna make you mine so soon and tell you all these things in person but till then I'm writing you this letter.
It's been five years now. And I missed you every single day, hour, minute and every single second.
I can't tell you how badly my heart aches when I think about you. How badly I want to hug you to kiss you and to tell you how special you are to me. You're my everything.
I have become a ruthless person who has mercy for no one because no one showed mercy on us. They tore us apart. It was our special day it had to be special and memorable. But they made it the worst and now I will make sure their life is worse.
I will make their life so devastating that they'll pray for death but they won't get it.

Another reason for writing this letter is that I wanted needed and desired someone with whom I can talk to you know I am surrounded with many people but I have no one to talk to. I have a lot to say but no one to say those things to. So here I'm putting all my words on paper so I feel better.
There is a storm going inside of me but I'm sure after writing this letter to you the storm will subside.
I hope that you think about me the same way I do. Always think about the way we used to be. Mostly our trip to Europe.
When you got shot my life shattered at that moment and that was the same moment I realized I am in love with you blindly, hopelessly and unconditionally.
You remember you used to ask me why I call you moon and I always used to avoid that question. But today I'm gonna tell you the answer.
Before you my life was so dark just like those dark nights when there is nothing outside. You came into my life and lit it up the way the moon lights up the darkest of nights.
Meeting you was a great incident at first it was boring but later on I couldn't go a day without you. You have become the biggest part of my life.
You know what moon if I had died that day and someone came to my grave and talked about you I would have become alive again.
That's it for today my love I'll write you again later and I gotta tell you a lot of things.

Your noah❤

"Boss?" Spider knocked from outside I quickly closed my diary and put it inside the drawer I noticed my eyes were wet while writing this letter to lily I wiped my tears. And went to open the door.

"What's the deal?" I asked. "There's an update of lily." He said while taking his phone out of his inner pocket of his coat. "What is it?" I asked again with great nervousness because I get very few updates about moon." I'm sorry to say this boss but she's married now."

I feel like someone has stabbed me in the middle of my chest.

"With who?"
"Umm B-Bo-Boss I'm sorry."
"Tell me before I stab you to death." I said through gritted teeth.
"Boss she's married to nathan."
I let out a long breath my heart is sinking I think I'll die right now. She married someone she has a daughter I've seen her with Nathan but I didn't recognize her we were unable to see his wife's face everytime they were together. My legs feel so weak I can fall anytime.

"Boss are you okay?" Spider said while shaking my shoulder."Yes I am I just need some time to think about our next plan you should go now and keep an eye on nathan and his daughter we haven't sent him any threat so he thinks he's fine now but he's not."

I closed the door and went straight to shower. When the the hot water touches my scarred skin I felt like my every tension if falling with every falling drop of water. I stayed there for a long time.

I am still processing spider's words.
Lily-Nathan-Married-Daughter. Everything was so confusing.

She's still mine and meant to be mine.

𝙳𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚟𝚘𝚝𝚎 ❤❤❤❤