It's not always Black and White.
Two potential lovers, who never realised how much they needed each other until they met.
Bea, a black girl in a predominantly white school, believes that no one will love her and treat her as she should be treated be...
Grace and I run upstairs. She's jumping on the guest bed with excitement as we get ready.
I previously called my sister and asked her to bring me and Grace some Pjs. So I get changed as she talks.
"Oh my god Bea it was amazing. He takes me upstairs, and he asks about me and . OMGGG he is such a good kisser. Like I was shocked. It was so random, and he told me that hopefully we can do this more often!!!!"
I dance happily for her.
The boys send us a message saying ' take your best pics and we'll judge them"
We SQUEAL. This was MY chance. And we'll see how this goes.
I send in mine
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And Grace sends in hers. Later on, we run downstairs to watch a movie
The boys cheer for us as we walk downstairs
Josh whispers in my ear "The photos were hot"
OH. MY. GOD
And he was talking to me. He starts to come in for a kiss....
And I lean back.
"Uhh. Nope. Josh I told you I'm not like the other girls. There is no way, you are just going to get with me and leave me for someone else. I've gone through this too many times"
Tears start to form in my eyes for sone weird reason and I run upstairs. Honestly, the pain I endured from Ryan was too much for me. I shut myself in my bedroom for two months, didn't go out to parties for 5 months because I was scared of seeing him. Ever since our break up I have been scared of rejection and scared of giving too much of myself AGAIN.
So of course, I ran.
"BEA. BEA!" He runs after me into his room "Bea, you are beautiful and I'm sorry for the people who have treated you like shit. But I'm not that kind of person, I will take care of you. Because to be honest I like you."
