It's not always Black and White

Pj pics cont.

Josh's POV:

The tears in her eyes, managed to make me see the pain she was going through. So I started to walk away and leave her because she -

"Wait Josh. I want this. I need to do this"

I look at her again to make sure that this was okay, and she gave me a reassuring smile.

I pull her close. Our lips intertwining, as I smell her vanilla spray throughout her body. Her gentle soft touch, leave me wanting more . She makes me feel -

"What the fuck bro." And the next thing I know I'm on the ground. Seeing stars.

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Beas POV:

Ryan. Ryan was in Josh's bedroom right now. And he had just punched Josh. Was this real? Why was he here? Who did -

"I'm so sorry Bea, I just saw that you were crying and I was with Grace. And we thought Ryan knew how to deal with it"

Theo. Theo and Grace decided to call Ryan. What bullshit.

The one thing they didn't know was that Ryan was the reason that I was crying.

Ryan held my face

"Babe, what were you thinking? He was taking advantage of - "

"NO" I screamed "Ryan. Just fuck off. I'm done. All of this pain you've caused me. I just want to be free from it."

I was bawling now. My mascara was running, my hormonal levels were very high. I just felt like a mess.

I ran downstairs. I can't -

"BEA!"

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Josh's POV-

My eye feels heavy asf. What the hell!

I shout her name.

"If you dare go near her one more time. I will end your life. "

Here we go. Ryan with this bullshit. I don't have time for this nonsense, I just want to know if Bea is okay

"Ryan. Stop with this. I will do what the fuck I want. Because" I walk closer towards him "I think I love her" I freeze. Oh shit I said that out loud.

Ryan walks closer to me
"You. WHAT?"

" I love her. And you treated her like shit. And you will never be worthy of her love. How dare you take away her virginity then get with her friend the day after. You are a piece of shit. "

Ryan stood there with anger in his eyes.

And that's when I knew . I did it. I said it. I love Bea. And I always will.