For the longest of time my relationships were littered with disappointment. I realise now that it was partially my fault
Half of the reason for my disappointment was the expectation for you to have (hold) the same love for me as I did for you.
For you to have just as much to give as I did,
I think maybe sometimes forgiveness comes from a place of realizing I shouldn't have expected too much from a person whose hands were empty to begin with
I should have seen your vacant heart and walked away instead of asking it to love me.
I should have realized that sometimes people don't love you, the way you love them.
And then I met "YOU".
You ever imagine someone that will walk into your life and be more than a game changer for you, do you picture a partner that would understand you in ways that no one possibly can?
You ever picture being with someone so perfect that it is all so good to be true, you have this character in your mind of the ideal, "perfect partner". One who makes you feel like your standards are not 'too high', to be met and you deserve nothing less of that.
In our minds we have this idea of a partner that will love us right, understand us, and relate with us just as a relationship should be right? A partner that listens to you, appreciates you and cares for you deeply.
But we all know how it goes... the PERFECT PARTNER does not exist, Right?....
Wrong!!!
The perfect partner does exist, the partner you have imagined and dreamed about does exist, your standards are not high at all trust me, I've witnessed it for myself. For the first time in a long time, I felt love in its purest form, it came to me whole and it came to me raw, a clean love that only had my best intentions at heart, sometimes I feel selfish for having such a partner while nobody else gets to feel the kind of love that I do. He came to me ready to give me love that I am oh so deserving of...
AND I CALLED IT... "an all so perfect love"
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PoesíaWas I too soft, or was the world too hard on me? -a bunch of poetry I have written over time in accordance with the occurrences of my life.. I hope someone maybe two people find peace in reading what I've written and know you aren't alone and it wi...
