Can you hear me?
When was I bruised
Why won't it heal
Why do I feel pain? Internally(emotionally)
Why and how is it so hard to understand how I feel. Why do I feel like I'm in a constant battle with not just the universe, but myself too? Is this how it should be? Is this how it will always be? The world perceives me as the "IT" girl, the girl who has it all figured out.
Im strugg...
"You're fine"
Im really strugg..
"Shiii you're fine"
Can you hear me? Can you understand the words I'm trying to say to you? Can you really hear me between the thoughts and in your own head?
Reprehensible things you've said to me have nested in my brain. Some words were so harsh and cold nearly drove me insane. Can you hear me!?
Why do you have no compassion? Why do you fight me so hard? What are you trying to do to me?
Tear me apart? Do I really deserve all this aggression?
PAY ATTENTION!
Do you hear me?
How loud are your assumptions of me in your head?
Can you notice my heart was shred? I'm bleeding how can you not notice? Oh I get it, you see it.. you choose to ignore it.
It's laborious to be around you, I can't accede your truth is true, doesn't mean I don't care. But if I have to leave to protect me I think that's only just fair.
We once were so close, it feels like a whole ruse or were we never that strong?
Please I'm begging you, hear me, can you not see that I have bled, please try to make some room between the thoughts in your own head.
YOU ARE READING
EVERY LAST WORD
PuisiWas I too soft, or was the world too hard on me? -a bunch of poetry I have written over time in accordance with the occurrences of my life.. I hope someone maybe two people find peace in reading what I've written and know you aren't alone and it wi...
