"Damn nigga did you even plan on going to the party?"Deubie questioned.
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Deubie^
It was 7 in the morning and quite frankly I don't know the last time I went to school. I haven't been getting no sleep at night and I'm progressively losing weight when I don't want to, niggas is beyond stressed. Then here come Deubie ass questioning me about a party I was supposed to go to THREE whole ass months ago, I have my reasons.
"Nigga why do we keep talking about this, literally I tell you the same shit every time. Yes I wanted to go to the party and no I didn't go." I said.
"Well duh mf I clearly saw that yo ass ain't go. Because I WAS THERE." He returned.
I couldn't even say nothing, I just wanted to go back to sleep lawd, why is this nigga in my houseeeee. "Deubie go tf home. I'm tired ok? It's too early for all the bullshit." I said putting the pillow over my head.
He put his hands over the pillow as if he was suffocating me. "Get the fuck up Vae, you ain't been to school since that day we was supposed to go to the party. That's three months 31 days times 3 of nothingness, like what happened to you? Like I can't believe Pops is ok with this, and Drea ain't saying not a word. I see the changes in you my nigga I wish you'd just talk to me." He said confidently.
I wish I could tell them what's wrong with me but hell it's gon take more than a talk, a voice even. Mostly because I remember the night I told Juju about the party, hell I even remember when Za told me. He said it was gonna be on a Monday and I was taken back that anybody was throwing a party on a school night but I was still gon go, whole time life went to shit within them 8 hours. I never wanna go back.
"Bestie I would love to go into detail but Im tired yo, can you please just cut the lights off and get out?" I asked one final time.
He looked for a second before walking towards the door. "HELL NO." He answered. He stripped the covers off me and opened my blinds. "You going to school today." He added.
Fucccckkkkk. I got up and brushed my teeth, I haven't showered previously so I had to do that as well. Once done I sprayed on some perfume by juicy couture, fixed my hair up and I was ready to go. Actually I wasn't ready to go concluding the fact that I didn't wanna go at all.
"Who taking us?" I asked Deubie walking down the stairs. "Is that my daughter that done rose from the dead?" Pops asked hysterically.
"No fr, my lil sis still alive." Drea added.
"It's ya mamas turn now." Pops joked.
I know it's seems a lil off that Pops let me stay home like this but the crazier part is that I didn't give him much of a reason. I mean to be honest that day I came home and cried myself to sleep but no one knew a thing. It wasn't until I stopped eating, stopped showering, stopped coming out of my room when they figured something was wrong I mean I went from 157 to 129 in weight. All I told them was that something happened that I couldn't control, and when I'm ready to talk about it I'll go to them. Ever since then, no one really forced the situation.
