I laugh and I cry.
Many emotions I want to deny.
I had my ups and downs
Every cry I'd drown
Outside I smile, Deep inside I cry
A single yell, tear drops from my eyes.
This is why sometimes I'd rather die.
Though I love my life, I wanna live my bestest,
but why do I always cry
I thought I would be a strong person
But why do I always show my worst version.
This is why I like school,
in school I have fun, But when I get home
I'm always so done with everyone.
I like school because I have friends,
When I'm home and get yelled at,
I feel like my life should've already end.
Gets scolded almost everyday,
I feel like there's rarely a happy day.
Every time I can't hold back my emotions,
I feel like my tears can fill up an ocean.
But I also can't stop smiling,
maybe because it's my happy season.
I might be a happy person outside,
But I hide a lot of things on the inside.
I might smile a lot, might laugh a lot,
But deep inside I have a soft spot.
Almost everyday I wear a mask.
A mask to cover my sadness.
Recently I have been smiling a lot.
I met this person who I'd always think about.
About how they make me smile, makes me laugh, gives me comfort, compliments and listens. Listens when I'm venting, I think it's very interesting.
I am enjoying these past few days,
I have been pretty happy nowadays.
I hope this feelings won't end,
and they could stay as my friend.
This roller coaster feelings,
Happy, sad, excited, or flustered.
feelings that only my bestest friends have heard.
This person who gives me warmth,
I love them with all my heart.
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Thoughts Inside My Head
PoetryA brief book of poems I have created. From romance to angst, sadness to happiness, I write poems about thoughts in my mind. Make a poem as a way of letting my emotions out, ranting while rhyming. Enjoy as you may able to relate to some of the poems...
