Akito Shinonome x Reader Oneshots [Project Sekai]

Alone

Akito Shinonome x Sick!Reader

WARNING: Death and angst

A/N: I should really stop coming up with all of this drama ideas ahah...

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You woke up in your hospital bed as usual and turned to look at the calendar sitting on top of your beside table. There were so many red x's on the page, indicating the days Akito has not come by to visit you. You looked through each of the pages and examined them carefully only to find that the last time he visited was January 22nd. On that day, there was a big giant heart slapped on that spot, making you smile softly.

You then turned to look outside. For some reason, it was snowing in the middle of April. You chuckled quietly as you watched the snow flutter and scatter around. When you chuckled, you suddenly felt lonely. You had no other friends or family to turn to other than Akito since they all decided you were a waste of time and space. Sighing quietly, you looked away from the window to look at the IV fluid connecting to your arm. This was the only thing keeping you alive. Without it, you would die within minutes.

You glanced away from the fluids and stared at your hands. You hated how weak your body was, even though you couldn't do anything about it. Every part of your body was painful. All you wanted was for Akito to visit you one last time, but...

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'Here, some flowers,' Akito smiled as he placed the flowers into your hands.

'Really? Thank you Akito! You didn't have to!' You smiled happily as you took the flowers. They were a beautiful assortment of roses ranging from blue, red, white, and pink.

He smiled back at you before sitting at a chair next to your bed.

'Hey, can I tell you something?' He asked you.

You nodded in reply before he took a deep breath.

'I won't be able to visit you anymore.'

Your heart sank at his words and you already felt like you were going to cry.

'Why?' You asked him.

He averted his eyes away from you and sighed.

'I'm going to be extremely busy with school and work. Plus, I need to practice a lot. I can't keep visiting and then bring my group drag my group down.'

Tears were falling out of your eyes at this point. It hurt to hear that he couldn't visit you at all while you were sick.

'I see,' you said, feeling depressed over the whole ordeal.

Noticing how sad you were, he took your hands into his.

'I'll try my best to visit you, but I most likely can't,' he told you.

'...Okay,' you sobbed as you gripped onto his hands tightly. Your teardrops were landing at the back of his hand, making them slightly wet. He kept trying to comfort you, but you never stopped crying that day.

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You kept staring at your hands as you replayed that memory over and over in your head. After a while, you were starting to get a headache from it all and it was getting harder to breathe. You looked around frantically, not knowing what to do to calm yourself. All of the sudden, a doctor walked into the room and noticed you panicking.

"Shoot!" The doctor exclaimed as they rushed to your bedside.

While they were trying to locate your medicine, you were coughing out blood. Your mind was starting to spin now as the heart monitor began to beep faster. More doctors and nurses started to flood the room, each one of them trying to figure out what to do.

"We can't save them!" A nurse shouted.

"Keep looking for that medicine!" A different doctor yelled back.

Then, everything started fade to black. When you took your last breath, the words 'Akito, I love you' were ingrained in your mind. The last thing you heard was a long and loud beep from the heart monitor as you passed away.

~~~

A week has gone by since your death when Akito decided to visit the hospital out of the blue. He was holding some more roses and even some chocolates since he knew you loved both of these items a lot. Additionally, he was also carrying a necklace that had both Akito's name and your name engraved on there. At this moment, he was blushing profusely since he was about to confess his feelings towards you.

When he walked in, he greeted the lady at the front desk. When she recognized him, she gripped onto his jacket's arm.

"Wait a moment. You're here for (y/n), right?" She asked him, to which he nodded in return.

"Yeah? Isn't it obvious?" He asked.

The lady bit the bottom of her lip, nervous about what she was about to say, but she had to tell him anyways.

"...I'm sorry," was all that came out of her mouth.

"For what?" Akito questioned her as he started to feel nervous.

"...(y/n) is dead."

Akito's eyes widened when he heard those three words. There was no way you were dead, right? You were fine before he left you alone for three months.

Quickly, he ran to where your room once was only to find it vacant and soulless. He dropped everything he had in his arms onto the ground as tears started to roll down his cheeks.

"No, no, no. This can't be happening. I was about to tell her... I was about to tell her that I loved her," he sobbed as he wiped away his falling tears with the sleeves of his jacket.

The world started to spin as he fell onto the ground. He couldn't even visit you one last time before you passed away. He started to feel incredibly guilty and selfish for chasing after school, work, and other desires before you. He felt even worse at the fact that he never confessed his feelings for you, which he always wanted to do before you got incredibly sick.

"Why did you leave me?!" He screamed as people around him were trying to console him. He sat there and sobbed for hours, wishing you were alive again, but he knew it wasn't possible.

~~~

He never recovered from your death after that. He was always miserable, sulking around, and crying every now and then. People were even questioning if this was the same Akito that they know and love since he acted much more differently than usual.

Soon enough, the thought of being with you in the afterlife enticed him and drove him to insanity. No one could stop him and these feelings. Not his friends, not his family, no one.

Eventually, after thinking this way for a while, he took his own life to be with you in heaven, forever disappearing off the face of earth.

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[A/N: I literally wrote all this in one day dang it]