AT LAST *SVT JOSHUA FF*

9.

So........is this the end??

This is my life now??

I was in class but I couldn't focus at all.

Joshua, Seungcheol, everyone who I've ever loved left me alone in this cruel world.

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"Aww...look at our poor Y/N. The only person she had....her brother also thought she's a witch and left her~" All these annoying people started making bad comments again.

I, by myself was eating in the cafeteria and all these people decide to interrupt me.

I won't hold myself anymore.

I threw the bowl of hot soup I had on one of their faces.

Everyone looked at me shocked.

One of them grabbed my hair and tried to punch me but I pushed her back and kicked her in her stomach.

I have nothing to lose......So why should I care??

I hit them all as much as I can and ran away from there.

All these years they've tormented me.....I've had enough!

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I ditched school now.....I'm out of money so I can't even do anything.........

I sat by the river, thinking of all the happy moments in life.

Since childhood...every moment I spent with Seungcheol is golden.

And then Joshua.....he's framed with gold in my heart.

He showed me what it feels like to be loved.

I don't have either of them with me now.....

So what's the purpose of life now?

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I'm doing this after long consideration.

This might not be the best option in few people's perspective but to me......at this moment....this is the only thing I can do.

Right now, I'm standing on the edge of the bridge....ready to jump into the river beneath me.

I haven't achieved much in life......but there isn't much I can achieve now anyways....

Thanks to the people who looked out for me and helped me.

Thanks to my parents for giving birth to me even though they've never loved me.

Me not existing wouldn't make a change in anyone's life......

So why even exist?

With all these thoughts in my head, I jumped off the bridge.

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Goodbye, world.